Abi Alien

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Image of a discord post @Baja Buddies In and amongst so many things that have hapened, no schedule posting today. I'll confirm things on the day of stream if I'm going ahead. I've got two weeks left of class and I'm having to cover for folk at work so my energy levels are low. Add an infection after biting my cheek bloody and I'm just not 100% atm. Not cancelling streams, but setting expectations. We're almost at the end of the tunnel and steadier waters
It's the last day of pride month of this year, and as usual I've struggled. I've been out for over half my life now and lived as myself for over 8 years. I don't talk about my experiences too much and I feel insecure still about a lot of things. June exacerbates these issues and my anxiety and self doubt gets so much worse. I'm thankful for the friends who I got to speak with. I have a very hard time articulating thoughts and feelings, but hearing their experiences helped me recontextualise those fears I have and honestly make me feel more valid than I ever have done. I still and most likely will always struggle but at least this year I feel a little more secure in myself, and I hope everyone in the queer community will someday feel safer from the forces inside and out that try to bring us down or dehumanise us. Happy Pride πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆπŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ