Andi is 🏳️‍⚧️ RE-DRAFTING DESECRATE 🏳️‍⚧️

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26 || He/him || ur fav dark fantasy author's fav dark fantasy author || cr 》Antique Roman 🇵🇸 RESPECT EXISTENCE OR EXPECT RESISTANCE 🇵🇸 https://solo.to/andromedaexists

a shitty recording of tomodachi life showing Bug (my OC from a WIP for school) as he receives a pixel drawing of his anatomical heart, which he does not like and thinks it's not suited for him.
my hand holding two printed and folded zines of my short story The Light
a spread of books, including: Pressed by Andrew Robertson, Our Cut of Salt by Deena Helm, Never Whistle at Night, Lethal Kiss by Taylor Groethe, My Lips, Her Voice by LL Madrid, The Scald Crow by Grace Daly, The Blood Year Daughter by GG Silverman, Red Winter by Cameron Sullivan, Sleep Alone by JAW McCarthy, We Turn Gruesome at Night by Eric LaRocca, Hell House by Richard Matheson, I Can Fix Her by Rae Wilde, the StokerCon antho, Something Followed Us Home, and Mine pub by Creature Pub.
a photo of a person looking into a mirror with green lighting that's been drawn over to show Iapyx looking into the mirror and seeing Icarus looking back at him with the lyrics "So do I look like him?" written on the wall.
a screenshot of my scrivener file for Desecrate's current iteration, showing an organization outline on the left, a folder with scene cards to the right of that, an open scene to the right of that, and a synopsis and notes tab to the far right.
a screenshot of scrivener not responding and asking me whether to wait or force quick over a black screen.
a photo of the harvest moon from my front porch at 30× zoom.
a screenshot from the bsky settings showing a new pop up called age assurance that's asking me to verify my age to see certain features.
a selfie with my new green hair with half my face covered by my hand that's dyed pink from doing emily's hair.
a photo of the same desktop, this time without the system info widget in the top left and only the time widget in the bottom left.
a photo of the left side of my desktop, showing two conky widgets and the task bar for linux ubuntu.
[Verse 1] I’ve gotten used to your footprints Now I’ve lost the shape of mine I promised you that I wouldn’t Call out until it’s time And I think I’m getting old But I’m too scared of noticing the change And is age the thing you’ll see If you do turn and look upon my face? [Chorus] Don’t you know I’m here? Don’t you know I’m here now? Don’t you know I’m here? Don’t you know I’m here now?
a man in a pink jacket saying "i do not like this song".
a photo showing my laptop with word open and an essay being written with a glass of apple cider and a ceramic pumpkin bowl with butter noodles and a chicken breast in it (it's got a good ass italian lemon marinade i'm 🤤).
a quart mason jar of fresh apple cider and a half pint mason jar of fresh apple butter.
a picture of emily picking a toad up off the ground.
a trope map for Incorrect Eyes with the book cover in the center. the tropes around the cover read: psychological horror, tanakh accurate seraphim, eyes... so many eyes, queer relationship mentioned, paranoia, hallucinations, downward spiral into psychosis, reading ancient texts, fear of the holy, transmasc mc, body mutilation.
a photo of my laptop screen showing my references in APA format for my essay with sources such as: Mercy by Ian Haramaki, three articles on plagiarism and Dan Brown, the Gospel of Mary Magdalene, the Gospel of Philip, and a generic "what is plagiarism?" article from a writing center.
a screenshot from the game Warframe showing my current player character, Cyte-09 a.k.a. Quincy, facing a podium in a dimly lit back room. On the display podium is another frame, Harrow.
the cover of Incorrect Eyes surrounded by white text with arrows pointing to the cover. The text is a trope map and reads: Psychological horror, Tanakh accurate Seraphim, body mutilation, eyes... so many eyes, transmasc mc, queer relationship mentioned, fear of the holy, paranoia, hallucinations, reading ancient texts, downward spiral into psychosis.
Images pop unbidden into my mind: Angels as we knew them growing up, human-like and innocent. But now They have tears of viscous blood streaming down Their faces as They grovel before His throne, screaming and begging for His warmth. Seraphim and Cherubim just behind Them, blocking the pathetic Angels in, forcing Them to submit to His holy gaze. Their screams harmonize in the worst ways, ringing through my mind and spilling through my ears. The mind-numbing pain They cause is only worsened as my eyes are drawn further down the page. Woe is me for I am ruined [must be silent] because I am a man of unclean lips and live among a people of unclean lips, and because my eyes have seen the King, the Lord of Hosts. Unclean, unclean, *unclean*. The word repeats in my mind, tearing through the chorus of terror put forward by the Angels. I am unclean, just like he was. I live among people with unclean Eyes, just as he with lips. He—I—*we* are RUINED. My mind conjured the image of the next paragraph. Of the Seraphim flying towards me—Isaiah—*us *holding a glowing coal by means of a pair of tongs. From the altar is comes. As it lays the burning stone in my eyes, it speaks: Now that this has touched your lips, your wickedness is removed and your sin is atoned for. Then I scream.
Saturdark: Loss Each breath he takes weighs on him, another burden added to his shoulders. This time, they take the shape of a future he’ll never see: a vision of himself in priestly vestments standing at the door, greeting the laity that raised him as they settle in for mass. The last to arrive is his Papa, a proud smile on the old man’s face when he shakes Kit’s hand. @andromedaexists
a brown rectangle with a drawing if Kit over it. He's leaning back, one hand in his pocket, and drinking a can of something labeled "vague alcoholic beverage". There is also text that reads: A SHIVER RUNS THROUGH HIM, EVEN AS A BEAD OF SWEAT RUNS FROM HIS TEMPLE. CHRISTIAN Christian "Kit" Michaels is the Main Character of DESECRATE, my novel coming out next spring! He is a seminary dropout turned classics student with a mission: to figure out what is haunting his dreams and free it. Kit is chronically ill, dealing with chronic nausea and fatigue on the daily. Neither of them are particularly pleasant to deal with, but he makes it work. While Kit himself doesn't go out of his way to make his nausea worse, he also doesn't do anything to make it better, leading himself into a sort of catch-22.
a beige-y pink rectangle with a drawing of Icarus walking with his hands in his pocket and head facing the camera. There is also text that reads: LET ME GET THE FUCK UP OR I WILL SHOVE MY FOOT SO FAR UP YOUR ASS THAT- ICARUS Icarus is the point of view character in the Call Me Icarus series, standing in a main cast of six. We meet him ten years after he escapes ATLAS and the Elysian Program, a day that he remembers vividly as it's when he got the worst of his scars (including the ones on his face). The past decade hasn't been kind to him and that's not going to change any time soon. As a walking bag of decades old wounds, Icarus deals with chronic pain. Some days he's fine, others he can barely move from how stiff his joints are, and others yet he can barely think from the throbbing ache of memory as his scars flare up from the memory of flame throwers.
a photo of ΔΆΙΟΣ open to a chapter titled 'The Aquarium' being held in front of a touch tank with horseshoe crabs in it.
a commission from Yune of Kodi: a fat and alternative appalachian man wearing overalls with a red mohawk and gold jewelry.
a top down photo of my table set up at Columbus Book Fest showing a couple copies of ΔΆΙΟΣ, some Icarus stickers, booksmarks, and my exhibitor badge. There is white text at the top that reads Columbus Book Fest.
an old book with the binding coming off and the cover fraying. the cover is beige with red text that reads "The OUTDOORSMAN'S cookbook".
a sketch on an ipad of two crumbling greek columns.
a photo of creepy staris with wite text over that reads: "demons, andromedaexists, paranoia. friday the 13th new short story: the light. andromedaexists.itch.io".
a photo of my table at stokercon showing my newsletter sign up sheet, copies of ΔΆΙΟΣ and Reverent, a horseshoe crab, bookmarks, and my StokerCon badge.
the rainbowcrate RAD version of The Flowered Blade by Taylor Hubbard.
a small laminated photo of a bulldog??? maybe??? or a pug??? with rainbow text that says "HAPPY PRIDE Love, Ralphie".
a photo of me (a fat appalachian transmasc agender person) in my pride 2025 outfit: a halter neck crop top, cutoff shorts overalls, my patch flannel, my new rock boots with trans and mlm pride laces, and a backwards hat from the tattoo shop i go to.
a drawing of Kit and Benny over a photo of a person shaving another person's head.
a moodboard for Kit with 13 images showing a country rural and religious theme. there's images of fields and trucks mixed with images of churches and priests mixed with images of scholars and academic/religious texts mixed with a drawing i did of Benny shaving Kit's head. Two images have text incorporated that read "Your God is not here" and "Don't believe His lies".
a photo of the internal art from Incorrect Eyes showing Hunter (the main character) topless and titty out with a freeball eye on his tummy.
The light of the midday sun shines through the cracked windshield of his Papa’s truck, bathing Kit in warmth as he looks out at the chained doors of St. Peter’s Church.
a photo of some buildings in philidelphia across the street from the bell thing.
a photo of the Vatican (idk what building, probably St. Peter's Basilica?) with a Spirit Halloween banner edited on it.
a photo of me drawing on my iPad. The image shows my Drifter sitting on the ground shooting heart eyes up at Arthur Nightingale who's standing in front of him.
an illustration of Kit from Desecrate standing in front of a beaten and bruised Adonai with a camera filter over top and text on the bottom that reads: "April 20th, 2025. I am in front of God". The text is white and scrolls in like a typewriter except for the word God, which is red.
a blurry and shaky drawing of a yellow emoji frothing at the mouth and blushing with hearts around it.
A rectangular image of ocean waves with a blue box over top and white text that reads "The Distance Between Stars and Salt cover reveal".
a photo of chippewa creek gorge's river.
a screenshot of discord dms that have been poorly edited to be between kit and benny from my novel Desecrate. it's a one sided conversation where kit razzes benny about some gnomes and generally just reacts to the game through text. Text reads: Benny - yes Kit - cant believe adam lost against the clown but hes just a little guy let the gnome free (two frownie faces) my sheila but it's me to the gnome a possum emoji that says fear jesus a screen cap of lisa from the simpsons my gnome buddies (a crying emoji) i'm so glad u walked away from that doll i literally went "eug no" omg i was wondering what that purring was i think its whenever you hold something no i hate i cant brlieve ur a murderer like that or believe one of the two
a discord message that reads "on a completely different note, andi, as the resident icarus simp, i need your input on a phrase"
a video of me slipping and sliding in my new boots in the parking lot of work.
a photo of jewelry making supplies including red and gold seed beads and pliers.
a pop up that Warframe makes you read before you start the New War storyline that reads: The New War requires several hours to complete. You will be able to pause the game, and your progress will be saved between missions. Prepare wisely. Loadout access will be limited and regular Warframe activities will not be available until the quest is completed! The New War contains sequences of violence, frightening situations involving teens, and depictions of emotional abuse. It is intended for mature audiences.
a photo of my holding the hard cover of ΔΆΙΟΣ with text all around. At the top of the image is my handle and the TransOhio logo. Behind the book is TRR25 repeated 4 times vertically. Over the book is two white rectangles with black text that reads "$57.05 raised so far". In the bottom right corner is white text that reads "March 21-31 Funraising Results #transrightsreadathon".
a photo of my ipad with the procreate file for the arthur chibi showing multiple groups of layers for the other Hex members and my Drifter.
a chibi drawing of Arthur from Warframe 1999 looking up with heart eyes and flushed cheeks.
art of Icarus' back from Call Me Icarus drawn by me over a photo of someone standing at their sink.
a film photo of ΔΆΙΟΣ and Incorrect Eyes with text over that reads: #transrightsreadathon... where i'm donating and how.
the login screen for Warframe showing my saryn prime warframe with a red and black color palette.
a photo of Kim Possible as a cheer leader.
that one meme of the white blob figure looking up at the camera with heart eyes and a blush but with some of my defining features on it looking up at saryn.
art of Icarus and Apollon by Ares Macabre in their signature red and blue palette. Apollon is facing away from the camera with a cigarette in his mouth. Icarus has his arms around Apollon, flicking off the camera and burying his face in Apollon's shoulder.