🎀 i'm katey!

@bagenzos.house

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i live inside your computer and make video games 🏳️‍⚧️ (she/her) 🏠 site: https://bagenzos.house/ 💼 portfolio: https://katebagenzo.dev/ 🕹️ games : https://bagenzo.itch.io/

concrete pole with a giant skull and text
NO TOCAR
PELIGRO
MUERTE

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I hope the objectivization of trans people is exaggerated here, because it's truly fucked up.

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petscop
we can investigate this together

imagine you're a shy, nerdy, introverted person. (i'm putting it in polite terms.) you've been this way for as long as you can remember - maybe even to the irritation of others. (okay, let's be fair: probably to the irritation of others - especially your family). it makes it a bit harder to connect with people, to really feel present in the world.

consequently, you grow up... a little bit isolated.
isolated, and at times, deeply alone.

you begin to curse yourself. you wonder why you turned out this way; why things seem to be so hard for you.
some of it you recognize as your own fault - after all, with that isolation comes stubbornness, maybe a sardonic attitude, or even a mean streak.
sometimes, you do try to make connections, but it's difficult. you're not interested in a lot of the things other people are. this necessitates a further shift inward - to strange and silly hobbies, like video games. you find yourself drawn to odd things, and for a while, you might even feel at peace.

time passes.
eventually, you grow up. somehow, you become a semi-functional adult, and can look back on all of it with some distance. sure, you might not have hit all the "classic" milestones expected of you, but you turned out okay. even the worst parts, the ones that made you curl up into a ball and cry, distraught - even those are already half-forgotten.

and then you find something.

it wasn't random, after all. it wasn't a stroke of bad luck, or chance, or just not fitting in. there was a reason why you suffered the way you did. if that wasn't enough, the thing you found - the thing that can explain it all - just so happens to be a video game, that old obsession of yours.

obviously, you play it. you have to. it's not much at first, but slowly, it reveals the answers. no wonder they were irritated by you: you were intended to become someone else.

you start to remember the dreadful atmosphere of that house. now it makes sense. the air of r…

DOMINO CLUB website, a white and black site featuring links to games styled as dominoes. header reads QUESTIONS & ANSWERS JAM. games shown: first draft season 5 episode 37 TTZ, The Oracle, The Killer

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cola cao can that says "bullying!"

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zuli the orange cat being touched on the nose