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photo of a computer screen displaying the lyrics of Blossom by Porter Robinson If I can't stop time I'll build a world where God cannot take us There's no need to think of time See Porter Robinson Live Get tickets as low as $118 You might also like Kitsune Maison Freestyle Porter Robinson Sticky Tyler, The Creator euphoria Kendrick Lamar But then you said "Don't think of the time that's left You're spending it in your head I just want you laughing" I'm sorry for crying I just want you happy So at last, goodbye I'll be happy Just to have known you And we wished each other well
picture of monitor with a poem in notepad on top of an image Bagua yin-yang symbol diagram, the poem reads: learning to let go to let go of old friends, the anger i felt towards them. to let go of appearances, there is no ceecide, only me. to let go of expectations, those ingrained since childhood. to let go of expectations i placed on myself, i cant change how i ended up here, i can only steer where to go now. to let go of attachment, to not hold on tightly anymore. i cant make you stay, i wont beg. the tighter you hold on, the more it hurts in the end. i wont hold on anymore. you cant force the river to flow a different direction, holding onto the branch will only cause pain.
screenshot of a Genius annotation saying "Genius Annotation This is one of the several songs about Corgan’s marriage with Chris Fabian, which ended bitterly shortly after the release of Mellon Collie. An on-again, off-again couple, they decided to get married after having been separated for a time. The separation was the impetus for Siamese Dream’s “Soma”. Like the wedding itself, the song begins hopeful and wide-eyed, only for the chorus to describe the coldness they ended up feeling for each other. While Corgan has always been reticent about his marriage, according to his Confessions he had immediately suspected that the wedding might have been merely a stopgap in their failing relationship: (…) standing out here on the top porch, me looking at the dim stars, and her asleep inside, I realize nothing had really changed at all."