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jungkook's motorcycle thinker | 30s, she/her, rpf | not for minors

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jin seated on a table in an ornate dining room, legs spread around some kind of shiny wolf object? text on the table reads "untamed"
jin in an ornate chair, fingers over his lips as he considers our fate
jin lounging on a chaise lounge, cut through by a beam of light
jin crouched in a closet, chest exposed, hair slightly wet
jin covering his mouth anxiously, staring at us
jin seated, fully clothed, in a large empty bathtub with his knees up
jin seated on a large green marble table, legs spread before him, looking passively into the camera.
jin in profile, one thumb hooked into his pocket
seokjin in heavy blush, hand cupped over something glowing
a spotted frog with a pointy snout hiding in grass, illuminated by a flashlight
j-hope on stage at the AAAs in 2016, eyes sultry as he raises a hand delicately to his face
bts minus taehyung on the set of the idol music video, vibing out to taehyung's verse. they're cheeky and kitsch and i love them.
namjoon twerking, then stopping to say "wait, one second. something keeps dangling." j-hope immediately throws himself to the floor laughing.
j-hope at the 2018 MGAs, smiling brilliantly
bts ot7 backstage after a love yourself tour concert in 2019. jungkook looks red-eyed and a bit watery.
jungkook, shirtless under his jean jacket, waving to the crowd. namjoon takes the opportunity to feel his bare abs
jungkook pouting while dancing
j-hope dressed for the mama awards in 2022 in a black vinyl trenchcoat with his chest on display beneath it
bts ot7 on stage in 2019 on the speak yourself tour, loosely organized in a pyramid and smiling widely, surrounded by confetti
j-hope on stage at the lotte family concert in 2019, glowing with sweat and smiling gorgeously.
bts ot7 backstage at their busan yet to come concert in 2022, all smiling sweetly for army. the exception is taehyung, shirtless under his hoodie and serving face.
jungkook shirtless under his jean jacket at soundcheck
j-hope, perplexed and apprehensive over a 2019 episode of run bts
bts ot7 posing on stage at the 2019 SMAs. taehyung is showing us every one of his teeth.
namjoon in a balenciaga tee at the airport
a selfie of j-hope backstage on the hyyh epilogue tour in 2016. he's got a peace sign around one eye, he's winking, the dimples are out, it's all happening.
bts ot7 on a red carpet for the 2021 grammys (remotely.) they look cute and jungkook is blonde.
j-hope looking particularly chaseable
pinned comment by m.sasuke: M.Sasuke's music incorporates AI. I write the lyrics and style myself, and put my heart into every track. I apologize to anyone who isn't a fan of AI. 🙏
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hobi turning to wave at the crowd at the louis vuitton show
hobi looking up and thinking with a pen cap in his hand
hobi duckfacing at louis vuitton
j-hope at the 2019 TMAs looking attentive and surprised
bts ot7 sitting on stage at a ptd concert in 2022. namjoon is flopped onto his side like a babygirl mermaid holding up a peace sign.
jungkook holding his left hand to his beanie. his middle knuckle is red and swollen.
j-hope rehearsing for lollapalooza in 2022, seated on a wide bench with notes in front of him, eyes closed as he sings into a mic.
two selfies of bts ot7 behind the scenes of the butter dance practice in 2021. they're looking cute in cream and butter yellow.
j-hope on stage looking beautiful
namjoon at soundcheck, tongue out and hand between his legs
j-hope from d'icon magazine in 2020. he's in black and white, head pillowed on his arms, looking gently into the camera.
bts ot7 from the japan fanclub magazine in 2020, gathered around a couch and each holding a purple pillow in their laps.
a mother cardinal feeding two babies
j-hope in a 2021 photoshoot for the butter single cd. he's sitting in a lifeguard chair facing away from the water looking like a model.
bts ot7 in 2020 recording a performance for the tonight show. they're dressed in cozy pajamas in a living room set. jungkook has a cute perm and vmin are being domestic as hell.
jungkook biting into a lemon donut and regretting all his life decisions
a close-up of j-hope's hands and chin as he crouches down to tie his shoe on stage on the love yourself tour in 2019.
bts in louis vuitton for gq magazine in 2022, doing that "assorted boys against a void backdrop" thing photographers love to do with them
“Sorry. Just — give me a second.” He feels this impulse to rationalize it, explain it away. He can even feel the words forming on the tip of his tongue, the way he’d explain how anger is difficult for him. How he’s used to redirecting and defusing it. But it all feels like the way he might explain something to Taehyung — to a child.  Parenthood makes you prone to secrets. Suddenly whole categories are off limits, spoken of only in code or behind closed doors, kept away from a child who’s not ready for them. Some of the complexity of the world becomes unspeakable, almost. When Hobi died, Namjoon lost his partner in those secrets. He had no one to speak them to. He’d begun to lock certain things away from anyone, to keep them secret even from himself. It’s a tough habit to break. “I do feel angry. I’m furious and I’m sad and I love you and I hate myself. I tell myself it’s for loving you, but I think maybe that’s an excuse. Maybe it’s just rage. And I don’t have a lot of places to put it.” Jungkook hums, eyes blinking sleepily. “I hope you find somewhere to put it. And... it’s okay to put some of it into me. I want it.” He smiles, eyes closing. “I’ll try my best. Now sleep, honey.” Already Jungkook’s breathing is heavy, his hand drooping from Namjoon’s hold.
Jungkook makes them breakfast — eggs and a spicy cucumber salad — and they eat at the kitchen table, still half-dressed. Then he pads off to bed, sliding under the covers just as Namjoon is getting dressed for his day. He kisses his boyfriend goodnight and heads to his office on the other side of the house. Namjoon sits down to write, but the ideas don’t come easily today. The remnants of his dream linger, the sorrow clinging filmily to him. The wound of Hobi's loss is familiar, but he always had Taehyung, her child, as a balm. Living proof of their love. And now he may have lost him too. A familiar pit opens in his stomach, yawning and endless and dreadful like the contemplation of death or the ever-expanding universe. It’s too vast for his human body, his tidy life. It makes his chest tighten and his eyes hurt, his whole body squeezing in on itself like he needs to hide from a predator.  “Hyung?” Jungkook stands, sleep-rumpled, just inside the perimeter of the office. He’s avoided this room since, months ago, he stood within it in the middle of a rainstorm and kissed Namjoon so gently. As if he’s not sure he’s allowed back. “What is it, baby? I thought you were asleep.” “I tried,” Jungkook mumbles. “I’m so tired, but I can’t sleep yet. I don’t know why. Will hyung come sit and keep me company until I fall asleep? Please?” 🪺📝
namjoon on stage, smiling a slow-growing and brilliant smile
j-hope on stage in busan, smiling with closed lips and dimples
j-hope doing a cute little dance with his fingers on stage
namjoon jumping around during soundcheck
namjoon on stage surrounded by ravenous bts members
jungkook on stage in busan
j-hope hugging chris martin at the AMAs in 2021 for their performance of my universe.