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@cloudedging.bsky.social

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transfeminine void

two anonymized tweets: "see i feel like calling myself a Marxist Leninist would make me hotter there is nothing more lame than saying ur an anarchist (even if it's correct) "even though anarchists are rly hot to me I just idk"
Terminology won't help. I hear my friend's voice in mine. Does my other friend hear her, too? She (the other friend) doesn't sound like her husband. "I was laughing at something [our mutual friend] said and I thought 'oh my god, did I steal your laugh?'" "I imitate people I like, too." I imitate people I no longer like, too. Only I can hear the starling song changing shape with my... what? "Attachments"? "It's never as simple as 'I admire your difference.' There's always a tear. I want to be like you." I want to specify that it's a different friend who said this to me when I repeated what I had first said to another friend: "That's sort of what being trans is." Her affectionate tone is important, I think. I want to get behind her green eyes. I want to see her lips open and hear what I want to hear from my own lips. What does my other friend want from her husband? Anything? I want to cast definitions at it: "They're not friends. They're spouses. Spouses don't want anything from each other." That would be a pleasurable inversion. Maybe all pleasure is inversion, and only the invert knows pleasure. This is all very cute, but we could tear through all these sentences like plastic netting and let the fruit spill out. I'm cute. Tear through me and let the fruit spill out. I don't know what else to do.
shinji (pleading): y'all got any abandoning me rei (unimpressed): we got uncoditional love shinji (crying with his hand over his mouth):
grainy webcam pic of me looking cross at a computer screen
Wordle 1,301 5/6 [a board that looks like... a tower]
Toxic Feminity Test Results: Femme Fatale: 75% Mean Girl: 33% Devouring Mother: 20% Eternal Daughter: 95%
Me in bed looking up at you with a very concerned face
screencap of a girl smiling on the phone in her bedroom. the subtitle reads "I really love you, Miss Scorpion."
"But most scandalous of all, without a bra, the nipples show. Nipples are indecent. Cleavage is good—the more, the better—and we can wear bikinis that barely cover the breasts, but the nipples must be carefully obscured. Even go-go dancers wear pasties. Nipples are no-nos, for they show the breasts to be active and independent zones of sensitivity and eroticism." - Iris Marion Young
discord screenshot: so our plans are 1) go to second hand shops, 2) put needles in me and run electricity through me
grindr chat screenshot my message: i have to ask, what does "straight nb" mean? them: O I guess I'm referencing my biological sex to my sexuality instead of my gender. I didn't even think abt it hate profiles and stuff I'm any pronouns and I get called dude a lot so I'm just really without dysphoria but a lot of euphoria for all genders o can think of them: O could go on all say abt my gender and just be more confused them: Is this like a gatekeeping thing
Take the title of the last song you heard and add "in my ass."
A gadget called a Treat & Train that has knobs and switches for setting up a "Down/Stay Session." It's white with a beige see-through cover, under which appears to be some sort of treat dispenser.
screenshot of a message: "I also hope you're doing alright. I can't ever tell by your posts, and"
a trans girl with beautiful sniffable armpits
Paradise Rot A Novel Jenny Hval
text screenshot: "embracing your authentic self is huge and all the things: amazing, challenging, profound."
a wooden sign on a conifer tree stump that reads: Tree Guardians say "Respect the fairies Please Please Don't touch"
closeup of a silvery crescent moon stud earring in my ear with a clot of dried blood on the inside of the crescent
they don't bill insurance directly but I get a receipt of my visit that includes body location and visit duration, I submit a claim, and they cover 80% of the session (I pay $300 out of pocket, they give $240 back). It's a little janky but it's better than what I was doing before for sure
my recently shorn legs, one thigh over the other ankle on a dirty white couch
lee @sexycommunitybf That's my low commitment long distance e-sex flirtationship oomf
my pale hand with chipped black nails on a black laptop, index finger hovering near its red nipple
Top artists: Boy Harsher, Austra, Ladytron Top albums: Country Girl Uncut, Cry Baby (Deluxe Edition), Light & Magic Top tracks: Country Girl, Electric, Motion
me looking in a mirror at my phone screen to try to see the back of my ear to see if the piercing needle went through at all. there's blood on my earlobe and i'm wearing a grey beanie to keep the hair away from my ear
looking down at my bare legs crossed in a chair, at the end of which, my feet. the carpet has a brown diamond pattern
laptop plugged into tv in front of camera on tripod in front of full-length mirror
fuck your zodiac sign what apple are you choosing? Granny Smith Honeycrisp Pink Lady Gala Pink lady Fuji Golden delicious Macintosh Red delicious envy Ginger gold Envy Jonagold Cortland
"don't owe anyone sex" recorded may 3, 11 minutes 14 seconds
Nightmare Mommy, Kink Sommel... every lesbian in therapy be like: em unfaithful (faithful vers... Yeah but like what's wrong with codependency
headless me in a blue corduroy jumpsuit holding my phone at my waist with one claw and three fingers bening backwards
text message: i kinda liked calling myself a pubescent hag for a while
Balance: $12.90 Reply TRANS (AMOUNT) to transfer funds, ex. TRANS 200
me in an olive green knit tank that may or may not hide my areolae
me in black boots, black tights, and a loose lime green tank top tucked into black jean shorts
new text message notification: "Update: Karma is my Kink"
hrt knife
a shovel in a hole in the grass-covered earth
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green tea leaves slowly sinking in a glass as they infuse
80% hot, 90% crazy
tarot card, the high priestess, with a pink background and pomegranates. she sits on a crystal throne and is opening a door into herself
me looking cold
Meaning & History From an English surname that meant "unfortunate" in Norman French. It first became common in the 1980s due to the American sitcom Family Ties (1982-1989), which featured a character by this name.
SoilTexture soiltexturetest.github.io Clay Loam 50% Sand 65% Clay 50% Silt 50% Solid
@melissanarchy.bsky.social there are like 5 separate, increasingly deranged patterns of self harm that plagued me for years and totally melted away within 30-60 minutes of taking E for the first time and like im still sometimes plagued by echoes of some of them but yknow what i'll take the fucking echoes over the thing itself
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purple, five-petaled flowers on vines close to the ground