Bookselling || D&D || Wrestling || Horror 💙📚Currently reading: CARL'S DOOMSDAY SCENARIO by Matt Dinniman 🤼♂️: Stardom || TJPW/DDT || ChocoPro || Inspire Pro A.D. || Uncanny Attractions || New Texas Pro || Borracho Pro
![Nothing is yours until someone else loses or discards it. knew it then, but not in words, not the way I'm putting it now; the way I knew it was more jumbled, furious. That's it: furious, like the fury of a feeble stalk piercing the seed and forcing its way through root systems and layers of hard earth. What would become of Mauro if something were to happen to me, a brush with the wind or getting scooped up by a patrol van and dropped on the doorstep at Clinics?
The idea carved a pit of terror in my body. I traced its jagged edges, exploring them for the first time, full of wonder. I pictured Mauro alone in the apartment. I pictured him opening the windows— doing some unfathomable dance, naked, while the red wind rushed through the empty rooms-or eating until he choked, surrounded by vomit; I pictured him digging around the garbage heap on the corner or wandering along the rambla beside a river dark like bitter wine. [highlighted] I had suddenly lost the right to risk my life. The fear came joined to a feeling of suffocation, the claustrophobia of not being able to leave a cramped space, and that space was me. [end highlight]
We ate chickpeas for dinner again the night I saw the bird. They were bland, doused in oil, tossed with a little pink slime. Mauro didn't complain, but he was hungry again soon after and ate two](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:vwbo37757pogjeqluzz2jk4n/bafkreih3bdcvegmkwzca7wuiypmadxm6ijwmdddyfsifmxolegxt2wo3em)
Bookselling || D&D || Wrestling || Horror 💙📚Currently reading: CARL'S DOOMSDAY SCENARIO by Matt Dinniman 🤼♂️: Stardom || TJPW/DDT || ChocoPro || Inspire Pro A.D. || Uncanny Attractions || New Texas Pro || Borracho Pro