Kichi

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18+ only please; occasional, sometimes deeply personal, vents as well he/they | 26 | 🇲🇾 | ENG/中文 ✅, BM (CEFR A1) A: @renkindle.gay | B: @sony-shock.bsky.social https://dexi.rocks

A bowl of fried rice made of canned spicy oil tuna, frozen mixed veggies, eggs and crushed cherry tomatoes with the skin pre-peeled At the top of the image is the edge of the table cloth
Kichi, a lop-eared yellow rabbit with off-white underbelly and green eyes, drawn by and worked with Bukoya, wearing their current main outfit consisting of: - a black turtleneck crop top that cuts all the way up to their chest, with one long sleeve on their right arm and completely sleeveless on their left, worn on top of a black tank top, with white chest fur poking out - lime green geared shorts directly taken from Uniqlo's offerings, with the black underwear poking out a bit from the shorts - lime green long socks with all-black sneakers - a green wristband around the right wrist - black fingerless gloves on the left hand
Some context is required going in for non-Malaysians: - “penyu” is Malay for “sea turtle”, used as a nickname for a former prime minister Ismail Sabri Yaakob - “madey” is just a shortform for Mahathir Mohamad - “najib” is Najib Razak of 1MDB scandal fame - “proton” is essentially a Malaysian car brand and the brainchild of Mahathir - “pak lah” was another former prime minister Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, whose tenure was generally perceived to be lackluster or otherwise non-consequential - “look east” refers to the Look Easy policy enacted during Mahathir’s first premiership towards specifically Japan Mahathir is *the* neoliberal prime minister that led to massive car dependency in Malaysia to this day despite culturally aligning the country towards Japan to the point where Japanese people could genuinely experience like they’re back home in Kuala Lumpur. This is in part why Japanese car brand like Toyota and Honda are some of the most popular car brands in Malaysia. Mahathir is also known for his personal vendetta against rail transport in specific and closed down several regional branch lines as well as splitting up the national rail company into operations and asset-owning companies which still negatively affects the former’s operations to this day. What follows is an adjusted transcript of a screenshot in a Discord server I’m in. Me: “Nah, Mahathir has the longest lasting damage (towards Malaysia” Person 1 replying to me: “Sabri stole some money but (it) isn’t as consequential as Mahathir’s car-fucking tendencies” Person 2 replying to me: “True, Abdullah (is) the best lol” Me replying to person 1 with strikethrough: “I like how we’re skipping Najib’s most publicised money stealing, but yes I totally believe Mahathir fucks cars in private” Also me: “Proton should have died, WHERE (IS) MY FUCKING TRAIN??? Look east, look east, look so east we looked past Shinkansen into Toyota”
A clip of the UK House of Commons session on July 14, 2026, showing as-of-writing Prime Minister Keir Starmer ending his speech, before the camera shot zooms dramatically onto the Deputy Speaker, Caroline Nokes.
A screenshot of YouTube showing J. Draper’s video titled “is wearing armoir as hard as it looks? The London History Show”, where the thumbnail shows a person wearing full medieval armour lying on the ground face-down, with their legs pointing upwards, next to a caption saying “I can’t get up”.
A picture of one part of kana tables showing p-consonant-based kana, going “pa”, “pi”, “pu”, “pe”, “po”.
A screenshot of Apple Music showing the album art of Dawen Wang’s Fashion, with him wearing a black vest over a white long sleeve tangzhuang with a solver necklace. He is head turned towards his left and slightly upwards, with some stealth eye makeups.
A picture of Baby Globe plushie held up by me late at night, out of focus, with the background consisting of Petronas Twin Towers among other skyscrapers that is in focus. The picture was taken within KLCC Park right next to the park entrance of the convention centre.
A YouTube post from Wikipedia showing a drawing of a cat held between two hands, captioned the following: “Cute aggression is the urge to squeeze or bite things perceived as being cute without the desire to cause any harm.” The post itself says “you may experience cute aggression when spotting Baby Globe 🥰”
A screenshot of a Discord message of me sharing a picture of Hikaru Utada sitting on and in front of a canvas, where the non-binary flag was edited in after they came out as one at 2021 The accompanying message from me says: “chat, I am actually sad that this picture of Hikaru Utada had the flag edited in because it would have gone so fucking hard
Taken at LivingBread’s stall at MyFur’s Got Talent dealer’s den, the picture shows a sticker of an orange cap surrounded by different coloured text bubbles filled with text, with the bottom caption, also in text bubble style, saying “PROFESSIONAL YAPPER” (probably by @SharkTuna’s since their business card is below it?)
A screenshot of my work-in-progress blog site's footer, where it's explicitly designed as a non-binary flag, each horizontal stripe acting as a divider for each separate section
A bust art of my sona Kichi, a yellow bunny with long floppy ears, in their main outfit, consisting of a black crop-top (with one side having long sleeve and the other being sleeveless and a slightly raised turtleneck collar), worn on top of a black tank top, with chest fur poking out on the chest window formed between the two garment, as well as a lime green wristband matching their eye colours They're looking towards the viewer smiling with their mouth wide open, with the head slightly tilted to their right, with their right hand raised up and keeping their palm open, in front of an abstract blue to green gradient background
A screenshot of an article from The Guardian regarding the popularity of an Australian-founded chocolate malt drink brand outside Australia, showing a photograph of one Australian dollar commemorating Milo. The coin in question has a big M letter at the background, the nostalgic Milo tin container used to hold the powder, and a glass cup in the front filled with presumably milk and Milo powder whose content is being aggressively stirred with a spoon, with some of the liquid spilled over the side of the cup and on the ground.
FamilyMart’s promotion during the Ramadan and Eid periods featuring cats
An Eid ad of Bonuslink collaborating with Shell that plays a classic Malay Eid song using meows
A screenshot of an order on Makeship selling the plushie of Wikipedia’s 25th anniversary mascot, Baby Globe, for 29.99 US dollars with 8.99 shipping for a total of 38.98 dollars
Second try on a TV which my main PC is connected to with a score of 0.0068
Score of 0.0069 on a Just Noticeable Difference colour test
A screenshot of a tweet by evvok which reads: "I realised earlier this week [that] I can't donate blood sebab puasa (see note 1) and all, saja (see note 2) browse website [of] PDN (see note 3) this morning. Now, why the hell do they illustrate it like this?", followed by a crying emote The included picture shows an infographic by the Ministry of Health, which is essentially a call for more blood donations throughout Ramadan, of the current stockpile of blood available by its type as of Febuary 26, 2026. Each blood type is depicted with a plate of flan with the following legend: - An uncut flan means there are sufficiently enough stockpiles - A flan with a wedge cut out means the stockpile is starting to become low - A single wedge of flan means the stockpile is dangerously low With that in context, it is shown that type A and type O stockpiles aren't looking good (not dangerously so), while type B and AB stockpiles are doing perfectly fine. note 1: "sebab puasa" is Malay for "because [I'm] fasting", this is in context of the Ramadan fasting practised by Muslims note 2: "saja" is short for "sahaja" in Malay for "only", in this context it implies that the author just did something note 3: PDN is the abbreviation for Malaysia's National Blood Centre in its Malay name
A screenshot from Twitter of a post by shellsist, dated October 17, 2025, quote: "I'm not a babyfur but there's this Chinese yoghurt drink that I really like with the caveat that it comes in a baby suck bottle, so I just buy it and lie in bed sucking on it while scrolling Instagram reels" Attached to the post is a photo of them holding up the aforementioned baby bottle drink in a supermarket, where the Chinese label quite literally says "I am still a baby".
A screenshot of YouTube showing Fabulous Beasts episode 51 right next to Saint Cavish's video on northeastern Chinese barbecue
A board of something that shows a small part of Kichi’s current ref sheet over a white background with inner blue and outer black borders, with a blue tint all over the picture itself
A screenshot of Fabulous Beasts/You Shou Yan season 5 episode 3, featuring Tianlu (Pipi) biting onto a blue mushroom right after lunging towards it, with Tuye (Rabbit God), dog walking Tianlu, looking back towards him away from his phone
A video of me playing Hitman World of Assassin Freelancer mode in hardcore mode, a type of rougelike mode, where the entire campaign fails in locations marked as "alerted", i.e. literally all locations in hardcore mode. It shows me failing the campaign in the worst possible way by overestimating how quickly an alerted guard could get to where I shot the target next to him dead with a sniper rifle.
A huge brown horse adorned with a collar made of ancient Chinese coins and red-and-yellow saddle at Pavilion Bukit Jalil
Kichi's main outfit, drawn by and co-designed with Bukoya, with: - a black sleeveless shirt - a black long sleeve on their right arm that extends all the way back to his torso, allowing the chest fur to peek out - a black fingerless glove - a lime green bracelet, cargo shorts and socks, paired with all-black sneakers
A picture of my monitor with Apple Music on the foreground playing my main playlist, with my pedestrian-only city on Cities Skylines 2 at the background showing the flow of the central train station
A screenshot of the Nintendo Switch Online section on my Switch 2 where I could redeem a DK Bananza icon, the first one is a sad DK
A video of Animal Crossing: New Horizons featuring 2026 new year countdown
The ending screen of Mario Kart World credits, with a photo of the ensemble of characters you could play in game
A clip from the first few minutes of Everything Everywhere All At Once, where Evelyn (Michelle Yeoh) is trying to explain to her daughter Joy (Stephanie Hsu) that unlike English, all pronouns in Chinese varieties, Mandarin specifically in her case, are pronounced the exact same way. “TA” in its pinyin form is also frequently used in Chinese internet communities as a gender-neutral alternative to 他, an originally gender neutral pronoun that has gained male/masculine connotations since the 1920s.
A screenshot from You Shou Yan (Fabulous Beasts) webcomics episode 1127 containing two panels: The first panel has Sibuxiang, without wearing his cape, closing the window from his bedroom, wondering “there hasn’t been any major incidents lately”, but Meteor appeared out of nowhere trying to climb into said window with a “liu”. The second panel features Sibuxiang pointing at Meteor in shock and screaming, where the narrator says “for Sibuxiang, not a single day goes by peacefully.”
An in-game video of PEAK featuring bbno$ doing a virtual concert, the song in question is "two".
Imagine that you're being and living as me for a moment. There are people who you KNOW truly care about you as a person. You also lived through almost two decades worth of trauma revolving around all kinds of relationships (used generically here) and your own family. You also know that because of these there are plenty of people who you care about (and no longer in contact with) that *(feel like they) hate* you, and you *know* they are not in the wrong because of what you did to them. Your trust on a lot of people, people in general and even *your own self* has, ironically and more importantly *hypocritically*, also been fundamentally *destroyed* because of all that, usually when said people aren’t in fault. So what you end up doing is that you maintain an emotional distance from everyone, and I do mean *everyone*, but for some reasons you still make yourself vulnerable to them one way or another.
Aunt mentions me and my brother on family groupchat. My brother sent a question mark in reply before my aunt asks plainly to “eat pig satay (skewers)”, to which my brother responds with “no”. My aunt then sent a pic of the pork skewers and added “so yummy”.
A Guardian article about researchers looking into the economical costs of achieving net-zero versus not doing it (spoilers: it’s significantly cheaper to achieve net-zero internationally), with an advertising space showing Labubu plushies of all things in the middle of the article
A screenshot of Animal Crossing: New Horizons in Wendy’s house, where they say: “I dreamt the idea when I fell asleep watching Maglevs in Love. It’s about trains in love! One of them-“ before abruptly cutting themselves off
A screenshot of Nintendo Switch Online, having just launched in Malaysia, Singapore and Thailand at the time of posting, on my Switch 2. Listed price are as follows: Normal Switch Online individual membership costs: - RM13 for a month - RM33 for 3 months - RM89 for 12 months Family membership costs RM169 instead. Switch Online with Expansion Pack costs RM179 per 12 months for individuals and RM319 per 12 months for family instead
This is a screenshot of a Discord server I am in that has the post linked: The first person says: “Scottish yearn for roti canai”, while the second person replies them and say “[It’s] more flavour than an average Brit could ever consume within the first twenty years of their life”.
A screenshot of Subway Builder of Washington DC with two transit lines north and west of the White House, overlaid with the household distribution circles
A screenshot of Subway Builder's financial pages where the hourly costs far exceeds the revenue
A screenshot of Subway Builder with Washington DC map showing two quadruple-track train stations stacked on top of each other into a plus/cross...underneath the White House.
A screenshot of Subway Builder in the New York City map with a couple of metro lines built
A screenshot of my character in the game PEAK sitting inside a helicopter in the background, while the foreground shows "YOU PEAKED" as the endgame screen, showing that I finished in 1 hour, 19 minutes and 6 seconds, along with five new badges/achievements. One of the achievements shown as a popup is called a Bing Bong badge, where you carry an in-game plushie all the way to the top of the mountain.
A picture of Kuala Lumpur landscape using mood.camera on iOS
A reddit reply by an influential former state premier of Victoria, Australia, Dan Andrews, in the current minister of public transport’s post of the new Melbourne train network map, asking “Can I cut the ribbon?” in reference to the new Metro Tunnel opening. Specific Technician 97 replied: “Great if you could”, followed by a reply by Ho Ho 0 6 saying “What did they say?”.
A screenshot of a tweet by Aussie Wirraway on Twitter, saying: “the (Victorian state of Australia) minister for public transport has straight up announced the new Victorian railway network map on the Gunzel (Melbourne Trains) subreddit”. This is followed by two screenshots consisting of: - a reddit post in the Melbourne Trains subreddit by the minister, MP Gabrielle Williams, of her holding onto a printed version of the new Melbourne train network map, showing the new Metro Tunnel, joking about creating a quote-unquote “fantasy” train network map since she heard it was a popular hobby in the subreddit community - an actual digital version of the new train network map the minister was holding in said reddit post
A Twitter post from Zafrul Zaf, or @zafrulzaf, posted on second of October in 2025: "I'm not willing to add more destruction especially on the country side just to accommodate more infrastructure. It's better just to let it the way it is. Plus, not every location within Malaysia [is] reachable within minutes, hence I support private transport over public to more remote areas."
A picture of Bandar Puchong Jaya, Malaysia, from LRT IOI Puchong Jaya platform looking away from Kuala Lumpur direction, with the incoming LRT train in view.
A KTM (Keretapi Tanah Melayu, don’t ask me why it’s called that) Komuter (commuter) train going towards KL Sentral (central) station from Bandar Tasik Selatan (multimode) KTM station.
A cut of my fifth and sixth attempt from my almost-one-hour playthrough trying to get first place and three stars in Mario Kart World's Lighting Cup on 150cc, using Koopa Troopa on a Pipe Frame, both times getting fucked over by my mess-ups and the NPCs right at the tail end of Bowser's Castle and robbed me of my first place.
Koopa Troopa with the work outfit in autopilot, after I finished a race in Mario Kart World, hitting a traffic cone…that apparently has some inside, into the ocean
A comment section with everyone using the bald JD Vance meme as their profile pic...on a MSNBC video on YouTube cautioning people from having this meme saved on their phones in case they want to cross into the US borders.
A piece of commission art from "wobble year" of Kichi wearing: - a green beanie with a non-binary flag pin - a open collar short-sleeve shirt with matching colors and underneath it a shirt with graphics of a plant growing out of the ground - a dark tan shorts with a carrot and a star patch - open-toe boots All while he's making a victory gesture on one hand and holding his belt with the other hand
A tweet from a user called Seroja Sinar. Contained within it is a screenshot showing two posts from the r/Malaysia subreddit. The first post is about how Kuala Lumpur is "more tolerant to LGBTQ+ than you think" comparing the OP's experience of discrimination in South Korea. The second post is about the religious minister, national Islamic agency, and the Malaysian police taking action against the Malaysian Socialist Party for organizing non-Muslim LGBTQ pride event. Both posts were made on the very same day. The tweet itself says "I'm tired, I'm stressed out, and I just want this to all end."
A lizard being saved from crossing underneath a railroad by Martin Bennet of Youtube channel Taitset, of their video about Melbourne’s Werribee train line
An ensemble of string instruments blue-shirt children performing at the dedicated buskers spot in Pasar Seni station, Kuala Lumpur
An office building within Cities Skyline 2, showing a billboard read "Ducky Toy" alongside a logo of a rubber ducky
A screenshot of Cities Skyline 2, showing a literal city worth of buildings needing hearses to remove the corpses from the building