its skelly time!

@ectomellow.bsky.social

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they/them, 22, 18+ MDNI nsfw art and sometimes nudes tg channel: https://t.me/+NfcoPM1FHhI3Yzgx furaffinity: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/ectomellow <3 @kingsaltx.bsky.social

an anthro purple and tan dragon-ish creature. they have fluffy purple fur with shorter tan sections, a very large tail with dark purple fur tufts along the spine and a large white fur tuft at the end. they also have white star accents, horns, and small wings.

they're wearing a loincloth and bell with a rope bow.

anthro sheep and cat lounging on a couch in their cozy living room. the sheep is blushing looking at their phone, wearing a hoodie and underwear with socks on. the cat is hitting a bong.

anthro furry cat with orange and white fur, wearing a mostly unbuttoned green leaf-patterned shirt with rolled up sleeves, and a red beanie. he has a cheeky look, with his tongue slightly sticking out of his toothy smile. behind him is two bells tied to a tree branch with more general nature surrounding him.

my fursona (blue and white jackalope) but significantly masculinized

keywords:

furry furryart

fat anthro rat with siamese fur pattern wearing a super skimpy tank top

tldr: i don’t really get joy from NSFW art anymore

i just wanted to share some of how ive been feeling lately and not really give an explanation or excuse but rather let you see where i'm at in life currently.

so, to put it plainly, i dont really get much joy out of drawing porn. most of the time i'm drawing it, i feel like im just trying to fulfill a quota for how much i should post and how horny it should be, and it really sucks any enjoyment i get from making art out of the process.

i like doin horny stuff, and designing characters that people think are really hot is very nice when i get feedback, but i dont know. making art specifically to post based on what i think is gonna get interactions and constantly feeling like my art isnt horny enough for people to care about sucks the soul out of me. this feeling has been especially boosted from working a full time job, i just dont have the energy to keep up with it anymore.

i feel bad when im not posting furry stuff consistently but truthfully its cause im drawing a bunch of my own sfw oc artwork thats completely unrelated. im much happier doing that! its fun getting to create stuff for me and only me and not constantly worry about if its gonna get interactions so i can gain some sense of notoriety.

i wish i liked drawing porn more, but i think theres a disconnect between me and other creators. im aware that a lot of people who are super into drawing furry nsfw get turned on by their drawings and maybe even jerk off during the process, and i could not be further from that experience. it immediately makes me not horny, and i lose all sense of what i would normally find sexy.

didnt mean to make this all doom and gloom but im just tired lmao, i keep putting expectations on myself and making myself miserable trying to meet them. if i post here going forward its gonna be for me, maybe i'll start writing erotica cause that drives me crazy and actually does get me horny lmao.