f. t. dire

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me when i me He him 26 18+ Weird furry

A sculpture of a rat in a windowed room stepping off of a stool. He's walking towards two tall trees.
Two anthropomorphic heads wrapped in black plastic lightly touch each other. The plastic is rendered with small sharply defined shapes. The reference lines from my sighting and measuring are lightly visible around the two figures
A black dog furry lies on the ground and bites its paw. He's kneeling and his body is twisted around backwards so that his chest faces the ground. The background is absract papery flames in bright orange and deep red
The head of a carousel horse approaching a checkered line on a blue background
The red head of a rat is in a square above its own skewed and bloody body.
A fabric facemask the shape of a canine snout is pinned to a tailors ham on top of a steel cylinder. The snout is beige with white pointed teeth and a red tongue and nose.
The same image as above but a better quality version
A dog furry in a coffin with its hands lying in top of each other. Its eyes are closed and theres grass and flowers in the background
An eyeless bat shines light on a house-headed dog. The dog is lying back on a table, his head surrounded by a childs drawing of a fence
A monochrome scene made of thin black and white hatching. Theres a doll-like dog figure who has fallen apart in the doorway. His head is detached from his neck and his arms are detaching from the elbows. Hes clinging onto a blanket being pulled off a bed. It seems like he's being pulled out of the room. The bedroom is ghostly and unclear. Theres a window in the background illuminating the room.
There are two of the same drawing of my sonas head. The one on the left is normal and the one on the right is grayed out in parts to highlight my fursonas receding hairline. There's a dotted line around the hairline and a label "receding hairline" that points to it
An image of a sculpture that's two cage-like rooms connected by a stairway. In the upper room, there is a plastic fox figurine. The sculpture is small and made of balsa wood sticks and cardboard. Im trying now to slowly give myself a vocabulary for these. First the bars and now stairs. As of now I want the pieces to be variations of the elements im slowly introducing. I also may not write about each of these pieces but I'll definitely write about some of them as i figure things out
An image of a sculpture I made of a cage-like room occupied by a canine figurine and a ladder. The building and ladder are made out of balsa wood and the base is a square of cardboard. It takes me a long time to process things that I make. I think my opinion on this piece will change the more of these I construct and look at. I've been thinking a lot about homes lately. I'm in the process of moving now. How will I live? How will the place I'm in decide that for me? What abilities of mine are given by a space and which can be taken away? Even in rooms of my imagination, how will I choose my parameters? If a room has to have walls, what spaces will I choose to be inaccessible? These are the questions I'm starting this project with. Hopefully by the end I'll have better questions. Why they're dog houses is another thing I'll hopefully learn. A reason besides the fact that I'm a furry. I've always thought of dog houses as a funny thing. To build a shelter to keep an animal safe while also keeping it away from you. It feels silly and cruel and maybe that's the reason. They're rooms that are outside, sheltered but also exposed. For now I just ask that you bear with me on this point. As I was working on these pieces I found them becoming more and more political. The exact implications I hope I will also learn in time.
An abstract painting of a rat reclining on a white bed or possibly cloth. The belly of the rat is bloated and bloody, with intense reds and pale, fatty yellows. The figure has only one eye and no discernable legs. The right hand, painted in a cold blue-gray, is bent to the side. The other hand, painted in green, is twisted and split open into many fingers. The rat's ribs (or something resembling them) are visible through the stomach under two swirls for breasts. In the background, there is a wooden table with a bowl and cut flowers. The legs of the table are bent and skewed.
A linocut print of two figures. The one on the left looks tired and unsure. It looks up gloomily to the figure on the right who is silhouetted by clawing hash marks
An image of a black and white linocut print. There is an anthro figure with its hands raised in front of a levitating chair
An image of my workspace with my computer, a large palette, and a printing press on my desk. There are lots of little things and drawers and images on the walls
A drawing of two jacobins, one hugging the other. The first one is a goat and holds a revolver upside down. The second is a dog and buts at the neck of the goat, with streams of blood pouring down
An image of an anthro peacock sitting on a velvet covered seat. It's wearing a red robe draped over its shoulders and has a large plume of hypnotic feathers behind it.
A screen shot from wordle of me guessing the word pussy 6 times
Multiple vignettes of my bloodied rat fursona cobbled together into one big mess of an image. From the top down theres a catsona's face. Underneath is that same cat punching me in the head. To the bottom left is my sona bloody and bruised, looking pretty angry. And finally, to the right if that is the cats hands opening my mouth wide to take a look at the damage with a speech bubble reading "let me see."
a picture of kylie jenner giving a cop a pepsi and bringing about peace as a part of their response to police clashing with BLM protesters in 2020
Three drawings of my sona under hypnosis. In each one my eys are swirling yellow and red. The top left is me getting strangled by unseen hands. The top right is a large headshot of me grabbing my face and eyes. The bottom image is me lying face down with my mouth open and drooling.
A drawing of two goat-like fursonas, one sniffing the others armpit and the other sniffing his own fingers. The one on the left is bright red and the one on the right is bright green. The drawing is round instead of square and has a ring of wispy smoke as a frame
A drawing of a hand holding my ratsonas tail like a cigarette.
A drawing of my sona lying back in his dirty bed with a cigarette in his mouth. His arms are up, revealing his hairy armpits. His sweat stained tanktop is lifting to reveal his scruffy belly. He's wearing dark colored pants with the button undone and a pocket chain.
A dog furry sitting nude with its back to the viewer. He's glaring over his shoulder with an intense look in his eye. His arm is extended in front of him, resting on his leg. There's a lit cigarette in his hand, producing a large plume of smoke. Behind him to the left is a glass ashtray.
A picture of a sunflower in my back yard. Theres also the mountains of kudzu in the background
A drawing of my sona as a bouncer guarding some my artwork. Theres text reading "18+ PLEASE" "Adults only !!!" And "like grow up 🙄"
The same image at the start of this thread but now squished flat
A drawing of my fursona sweating his ass off in this heat. He's wiping the back of his neck with a towel and pulling his sticky tank top away from his body. That tank top is soaked in sweat from his armpits to around his neck. His tongue is out in a desperate attempt to cool off but with this heat its no use.
A drawing of my sona lying on his stomach in bed. His feet are kicked up in the air and he's resting his chin on a pillow. In his hands is his phone on which he's probably watching tiktok or something.
A drawing of a crusty white dog furry head
Two bust drawings of my sona smoking. One is a three quarters view and the other is from front on
A photo of a rat in a tshirt and jeans with its foot in ur face
A very blurry image of a cat standing on its two back legs
A cat sleeping while on the rims of two food bowls. Maybe he's not sleeping but just eating like that. He looks like he's sleeping though
A blurry photo of a cat slapping the camera person
A cat spawncamping a mouse hole with a shotgun
A cat in a skimask and headphones playing counterstrike
A cat eating and looking menacingly into the camera
Either a regular cat in a giant baby bottle, or a teeny tiny cat in a regular sized baby bottle
A sad looking cat
A mischievous looking cat with a pointing finger emoji. It looks like its telling u to wait just one second
Cat frozen in mid air with its little legs out
Someone holding a cat and raising its little arms up
A cat using a laptop computer
A sleeping cat with a hard hat photoshopped on its cute little head
A close up of a cat that looks like its crying
A cat with what looks like a huge bald spot or someone pulling off its wig
A cat looking weird and disappointed in front of a plate of asparagus or string beans its hard to tell
Cat sleeping with false lashes on
Cat jumping onto a bed but its blurred in a way that looks like it has really short legs
Cat lying on someone whos using its face as a phone stand
Two identical cats sitting next to each other
A cat beinf held and its weirdly stiff and looks concerned
A cat with its tongue out and little bows on its ears giving you a strong middle finger
A close up of a cat standing like a man
A cat sitting in a shopping basket looking confused
A blurry closeup of a cats face