caiman

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18+ space. 30s. bugs will be dogs and dogs will be bugs and boys will be dogs and bugs and we all eat the rot we are the rot but we live // caimanchurchard.neocities.org

it's in black-and-white, i just fucked with the saturation here for a little bit of fun
implying lies in crisis anesthetize the fight or collectivize the masses defeat uncertainty do you wanna see what you wanna see anymore? lost money buying freedom free will not finding meaning we're weeping to our masters see what you wanna see do you really wanna see what you wanna see?
A cicada molts. Where are the UGLY boys? Where are the boys who ate bugs for attention? Where are the FAT boys? Not bears, not muscle-gut hunks; soft and fat like me? Where are the trans boys who were NEVER pretty and aren't now? Where are the pervs who don't fit any scene? Are they locking themselves up where no-one can bother them anymore? Have they been hidden away? Where are the survivors who can't take softspoken healing talk anymore? Where are the gay punx and art school dropouts and aspiring sideshow freax? I've been hiding, too.
threaten genocide, commit genocide, deny genocide, say the war is won deny threats, commit genocide, blame the war on them tonight a civilization will be destroyed, if oil doesn't come down in price passive voice, he doesn't want to, stop pushing him, my partner, you know, he's crazy how dare you resist? how dare you be people, I mean how dare you hide among the people, I mean how dare you people get in my way? everything must be the end of everything
marrow in the stofkyards
a comic zine
Surprisingly, Browne turns in his consideration of the possible sexual variance of hares to a concept readily legible in our own moment as the sign of gender variance: "trans." In a single paragraph, Browne uses the words "transition," "transmutation," "transformation," "transfiguration," and, twice, "transplantation" (147). In fact, Browne finds "trans" so useful to think with that he coins two new trans words-the verbal noun "transexion" and the verbal adjective "transfeminated"-to which he makes recourse when discussing the theory that hares are not hermaphrodites, but that, instead, they change sexes back and forth each year. In order to refute these claims about the "iterated transexion of Hares," Browne calls on other medical authorities who had investigated supposed "transexions" in persons assumed to be women who had miraculously transformed into men.4 These physicians, Browne claims, "affirm that transmutation of sex is only so in opinion, and that these transfeminated persons were really men at first, although succeeding years produced the manifesto or evidence of their virilities" (148). On this account, it is not that these women transitioned into men, but that they had always been men-that they were born that way-and that their bodily transformations merely affirmed the person they had always been, "producing] the manifesto" of their manhood. Thus, Browne claims that, like those humans, hares that seem to have transitioned from F to M "have undergone no reall or new transexion, but were androgynally borne"(i48)-that is, born male, if ambiguously so-and have simply been mistaken for female.
centipuppy tattoo by soren taliruq !!!
barker
schulman - let the record show
wooded hill overlooks a bay of sorts
a wooden kitchen utensil (?) with 5 holes of diminishing size
baked a pan of brownies
peter falk telling you to keep his wife's name out of your damn mouth
psychic quadripedal little grey men from scavengers reign
the god of small things by arundhati roy
the tombs of atuan by ursula k le guin
toy monitor liz
tell me I'm worthless by alison rumfitt
six piglets from the magic beans episode of adventure time
several huge chunks which have fallen off the boots
vent art
vent art
noe talks about salò: "The film that my mother considered it essential to take me to see on the eve of my 18th birthday. I was old enough to learn of torture and the reptilian nature of human relationships. To this day, I continue to consider it as the most educational film about man’s domination by man"
gaspar noe nominated: un chien andalou, king kong (1933), I am cuba, scorpio rising, 2001: a space odyssey, la maman et la putain, salò, taxi driver, eraserhead, angst
korean style rice dog
fast food meal served in a cardboard pirate ship with cartoon anthro birds as its pirate crew