Jester Queen (Prev. Soundweavers)

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🇦🇹 A writer and artist passionate about a their story, exploring the theme of Nature versus Nurture. My debut novel, #Soundweavers released on 31.12.2024 and gets a revamp as #JesterQueen https://linktr.ee/whostolethestars

Man is drowning because hands drag him down
Jester Queen bowing, inviting you for a dance. Below is written "The Fool" but it is crossed out by ink with blood and written over "Jester Queen"
Indie Author Art, it's the Jester Queens coronation scene. Blood is splattered on her making her look like a jester
The Target, The Ex, The new Guy.
Confirm your characters are people, not props to the story
pretty man gets lighted up by fire. Subtitle: Everything is pretty when we burn it to the ground
the Jester Queen
On this cosy sofa, i am writing on my super old super hot macbook lol
Eerie, whimsical, dark, psychological horror
The cosmos itself is engulfing a woman into itself, from her exposed rib cage are growing daisies
Mein erster deutscher post kommt morgen
Me
Ceres one room apartment
Sonnenkind Rahel
Cover of the first and second book
New Cover!
Cover Book 1
You wear their skin, but it doesn't fit, does it? My kin know better. They scatter like mice when they see you--because you are the shadow beneath their nests. Even in a den of beasts, you're the one they whisper about. The one they fear. It's beautiful, isn't it? To be their nightmare?
Regarding the Internet, I am old. When I created Ceres, she was meant to be the opposite of the prevailing beauty standards. So, there were: Freckle Bleach Creams: give her all the freckles. Straight Nose Trend: Super pointy nose. Strong Cheekbones: Round face. Thin Eyebrows: The thickest eyebrows ever. Hourglass Figure: Pear-shaped body. Ceres is so old now that the entire beauty industry has made a complete turnaround, and she is now considered a "pretty" woman.
Bezüglich des Internets bin ich alt. Als ich Ceres erschuf, sollte sie das Gegenteil der vorherrschenden Schönheitsstandards sein. Also gab es: Sommersprossen Bleichcremen: All die Sommersprossen Gerade Nasen-Trend: Super runde Nase Starke Wangenknochen: Rundes Gesicht Dünne Augenbrauen: Die dicksten Augenbrauen überhaupt. Sanduhrfigur: Birnenförmiger Körper. Ceres ist jetzt so alt, dass die gesamte Schönheitsindustrie eine komplette Wende gemacht hat, und sie jetzt ein schönheits-ideal.
Throughout the story: Body horror Emotional abuse and gaslighting Emotional manipulation, abuse & coercion Marginalization and prejudice Psychological distress Religious and cult-like imagery Religious indoctrination Spiritual manipulation Symbolic self-harm (Hanahaki) Chapter 4 Themes of confinement Chapter 5 Themes of captivity Chapter 6 Depiction of ritualistic child abuse (burned by sunbathing) Chapter 8 Power imbalance in relationships Chapter 11 Life-threatening performance injury Chapter 14 Suicidal ideation Implied sexual coercion (Sex worker) Chapter 16 Graphic violence Chapter 17 Sexual content implied between monsters Chapter 18 Dissociation Forced consumption Chapter 19 Aftermath of trauma Exploitation of trauma Chapter 20 Existential dread Predatory impulses
Throughout the story: Body horror Emotional abuse and gaslighting Emotional manipulation, abuse & coercion Marginalization and prejudice Psychological distress Religious and cult-like imagery Religious indoctrination Spiritual manipulation Symbolic self-harm (Hanahaki) Chapter 4 Themes of confinement Chapter 5 Themes of captivity Chapter 6 Depiction of ritualistic child abuse (burned by sunbathing) Chapter 8 Power imbalance in relationships Chapter 11 Life-threatening performance injury
It seemed as if Sae had turned the world into a museum of himself. Everywhere she sought peace, she found him— his fingerprints, his scent, his laughter, his kisses. Every time she thought she could outrun him, Sae appeared—his memory, his presence. It was as if the world conspired to keep him tangled in her thoughts. It wasn’t just that he’d touched every part of her life. It was that the world let him stay there—like a god who never got his own altar but owned every temple anyway.
Sae schien die Welt in ein Museum seiner selbst verwandelt zu haben. Überall, wo sie Ruhe suchte, fand sie ihn – seine Fingerabdrücke, seinen Geruch, sein Lachen, seine Küsse. Immer wenn sie dachte, sie könnte ihm entkommen, tauchte Sae auf – als Erinnerung, Präsenz, sogar in seiner verdammten Art. Die Welt schien sich verschworen zu haben, um ihn in ihren Gedanken gefangen zu halten. Nicht nur, dass er jeden Teil ihres Lebens berührt hatte, sondern die Welt ließ ihn dort bleiben – wie ein Gott, der nie seinen eigenen Altar bekam, aber trotzdem jeden Tempel besaß.
Sie, die das Schweigen ĂĽberlebte.
She who survived the silence
The hardest part of self-publishing is having to advertise my book. do i love it? without question. do i believe it's good? i honestly do. Book: Soundweavers - The astral rogue But telling people about it makes me feel exposed-like i'm knocking on doors with trembling hands, hoping someone will care Possible reader behind the door: only reads from male authors
Thisseas giving smoochies to Ceres. She needs so many smoochies.
ON DIVISION, POWER AND SILENCE AN INTERVIEW WITH LEON RAVENHEART, FOUNDER OF THE EQUINOX BY RAHEL SWARAJ - HE DATE WELL, ADER, FOR HISTO HALL LOOK TO THIS 1915-AND DECLA E GENESIS OF THE HEARTURN, WHEREIN CORN MARVELS AND RED CONTRAPTIONS KE PHOENIXES FROM "EVERY LAW THAT FORGETS THE POOR ISN'T A LAW-IT'S A THREAT." EGAN AS ECCENTRIC RAFT AMONGST O TINKERERS AND ISTS OF THE TREETS HAS ERUP- DO A GLOBAL PHENO STEAMPUNK TECH- ONCE SCOFFED AT MAGNATES AND ARTED TRADITIO NOW POWERS ITIES AND STIRS GINATIONS OF COM- AND COUNTS NO MERE FASHION, D MAN," EXCLAI DY ARABELLA EVER- HAIRWOMAN OF ERIAL SOCIETY OF GHTS. "WE HAVE KLED THE HUMAN WHAT WAS ONCE THE OF MYTH IS NOW ANIFEST-WITH PISTONS, AND BOUN- URIOSITY." ORDER QUIVERS AT CH OF CHANGE NTS THRIVE. OLD LORDS GRUMBLE YOUTH-AH, THE YOUTH!-FASHION IMBS WITH COPPER WHISPER BLUE- OVER TEA, AND NOT OF QUIET BUT OF YORK CITIES THAT E, SPIN, AND HISS. HISPER OF A RECKO THERS SPEAK OF A CANCE. BUT NONE WY: THE ENGINES WOKEN, AND STE- SHALL NOT BE RAHEL: YOU'VE BEEN CALLED MANY THINGS: LANDLORD, TAVERN KEEPER, RABBLE-ROUser. LATELY, PEOPLE ARE USING THE WORD "REVOLUTIO- NARY." IS THAT ACCURATE? LEON (LAUGHS SOFTLY): ONLY IF YOU'RE OUT OF BETTER OPTIONS. I DIDN'T START ANYTHING. I JUST BUILT A TABLE AND ASKED IF PEOPLE WANTED TO SIT. THE FIRE? THAT CAME FROM THEM. RAHEL: AND BY "THEM," I ASSUME YOU MEAN SAE- ROUN SEGYE AND CERES IRAE MINERVA LEON: OF COURSE. SAE HAS VISION. AND CERES... SHE'S SOMETHING ELSE ENTIRELY. THEY DON'T FOLLOW ORDERS. THEY BECOME GRAVITY. I'M JUST LUCKY ENOUGH TO BE IN ORBIT. RAHEL: WHEN PEOPLE TALK ABOUT THE FACTIONS THE CITY, THEY NAME THREE: THE STERNENKINDER, THE SONNENKINDER, AND THE SOUNDWEAVERS. DO YOU AGREE? LEON: NO. THOSE AREN'T THE FACTIONS. THEY'RE JUST THE NAMES WE GAVE TO THE SYMPTOMS. (And much more)
Old newspaper with an interview
Pretty boy with horns puts on make-up. He wears lipstick and his eyeshadow are the colours of the pansexual community
Girl gets shot by a flirty bastard and hates herself for falling for that trap again and again to the point both don't know what they are doing anymore
Ace, Genderfluid and Pansexual
"Sae wasn't just a man with standards—he had rules. First, you needed a pulse. Ceres cleared that hurdle. Then, you had to be beautiful, which Ceres managed without trying. And everything else? That was just a bonus. And Ceres was every kind of bonus there was." -- "You're insufferable" "and yet here you are" hollering Good smut 100% best top quality -- SMUT WITH A PLOT
“You rewrite the laws. You are the beginning of a new text. And I - I will be the one who reads you cover to cover. Fully, utterly, perfectly. My Alterbeast.”
You never mean to, little pumpkin. But the storm inside you, it does as it pleases. And I don't mind the bruises, so long as I can keep you safe."
You're bi right? YEAH!
Alterbeast Ceres
Ceres, Chaotic Neutral
Sae, Neutral Evil.
Do not mistake this for fate’s design, nor for some celestial decree. No divine hand placed you before me—I shaped the stars, bent the heavens, and carved your name into the threads of time itself. I love you not because I must, but because I willed it into being with the fullness of my soul - Thisseas & Ceres from Soundweavers
Ceres
“How do I stitch together the words that are missing inside me? How do I bring life to what I cannot name?”
“You play at being above gods, Sae. But the moment we mention the Gods, you flinch. Are you afraid they’ll answer? Or are you afraid they won’t?” - Book 1
It gives Howl's Moving Castle vibes -- but with dark, psychological twists.
“Not everyone needs fixing, Sometimes, all they really want is acceptance and love for who they are.”
"You’ve got nothing to lose except your dignity."
Sad boy.
“You want to know how I bought the building? Well, money.”
"What you are to me? Whatever I need you to be."