凶 EN | ES | 日本語 Home: https://kyou.systems/ The Kyou System continued hammering and stirring, sleepless, indefatigable, at work upon the machines they were making. My games: Remembrance, Permanence, THERA, Metal Doll Crystal Moth, She Couldn't Do Anything
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Behind the figure, the following text is visible:
"a swirling black vortex in the pit of my stomach the dark waters splashing up and running down along the walls of the inside of my skull I can fucking feel it all simmering just beneath the surface and this horrible premonition just won't FUCKING go away no matter how much I prepare or what plans I try to make and what the fuck does base physical security matter if all of what I love and stand for is ripped away from me by a bunch of LOATHSOME SHITHEADS who can't get over how much they fucking HATE THEMSELVES that they've decided to make it literally everyone else's problem too because Lady Fortuna forbid anyone else manages to find happiness when they can't and I feele [sic] like every moment that I spend in this place that's lost its fucking mind is a minefield where I have no fucking idea if some nutcase is gonna gun me down for being in the wrong place or even just making eye contact plus at any moment I feel like this community I've worked so hard to build might shed me like an old skin now that they've got their people also doing jams instead of some schizo system who's ultimately always going to be the odd system out in these t-heavy spaces let's not kid ourselves ladies we all know the only place where the Kyou System ACTUALLY belong [sic] is way up on top of their tower minding their own business rather than trying to act like they have any place down here in the real world where real people have to fight for their rights and it's not like I don't fucking know all of that already but Lady Fortuna help me it's not as though I have anywhere else I can go when the neurotypical world would likely have me executed if they knew what"](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:b57u7ni35m7pqyoqawabwcg3/bafkreieyvkkniuclj5hdguc7anobdstqt4jc3cjywrllaw62orddza2x7m)
