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She/They/He 32 Pan Moonlighting Mistress Neverland Lost Boi VR Photographer w/ an interest in Immersivism I am a survivor of narcissistic abuse. Let's talk about it. 🔞 NSFW Art 🔞 Minors DNI 🔞

OC Astra stands at the start of a narrow path jutting out into a body of water against clouds and a blue sky. In the foreground a railroad crossing is painted in yellow and black blocking out the bottom and right edges of the image. Astra has one habd on her hip while the other is raised into an enthusiastic peace sign that completes the shape of an arrow in the sky behind her head.

OC Astra walking down a narrow dirt pathway away from the viewer flanked on either side by water stretching out to the horizon. Near Astra to tge left side is what appears to be a bus stop, along the path are dotted power line poles carrying electricity and at the end of the path is a Tori Gate dwarfed by clouds that stretch high into the blue sky.

OC Astra standing beneath a large diamond shaped metal light fixture in stonework hallway. The light washes the space in shades of green while Astra faces away from the viewer. Reaching her arms behind her head, with open palms she grips the bottom of a large metal ring that hangs from the light fixture.

OC Astra standing at the foot of a flight of stairs in a stonework construction holding her hand out to the viewer looking back with a smile. Many stars twinkle in the palm of her hand and the space is bathed in a green hue from the ambiance of the lighting.

OC Astra walking through a large foyer towards an open stone arched doorway on the interior of a space. Above the doorway is a large dragon skull lit from the inside by briliant orange/yellow light. The light pours out from the teeth and open jaw of the mounted skull.

OC Astra standing in the center of a firelit summoning circle amidst stone ruins adjusting her sleeve as she levels her eyes forward to survey the area.

OC Astra walking underneath a bridge made of stone and concrete. She looks toward the left of frame and up towards the sun or perhaps an unseen character as she raises a hand to block the light from her eyes. To the right of frame there is a shadow cast from above onto the wall of someone leaning over the edge peering down at her.

OC Astra stands in a lake of red liquid as massive plumes of energy spout out of the substance. In the center is a massive crucifix lit entirely in red.

OC Astra standing in front of a stained glass window colored with a beautiful orange and pink color that gradient transitions to a blue and green color. Astra faces to the side with her arms raised above her head and her tail curled around the side of her body.

OC Astra stands in front of a set of rectangular display screen lit up in stark blaring white. The two right most panels have broken sections flickering and Japanese Kanji float through the air all around. Directly in front of Astra's hip there are two kanji that together represent "Sekai" or "The World" when translated. "The World" being representative of the very same tarot card of the same name labled with the same characters if in Japanese "Sekai".

OC Astra standing in front of a pair of mountains as the moon rises into the sky above them. The valley below is hazey with fog as sparse clouds drift across the scene low in the sky. The light from the moon shines through Astra's large gauge piercing in her right ear as she smiles towards the viewer.

A shot of a hillside walking path with Tori gates along it. The setting is during dusk as the final light begins to fade from the sky it is painted in pink as the fireflies come alive among the knolls. OC Astra takes up the right side of frame with half her face close to the camera looking into the lens.

The setting for this photo is dark night as the moon rises over a castle and city scape in the distance beyond two large arches. The left arch pictured is partially crumbling siggesting age. OC Astra leans into the right side of the frame with her arms and wings outstretched above her head. Her left arm occludes the light source in the world giving the appearance that she has gripped a beam of light giving a hard edge to the bloom.

This photo is difficult to describe. There are three smiling marshmallow people surrounding a glowing red heart. Astra's hand is seen in the foreground reaching out towards the heart at the bottom of the frame while astra's body is ghosted against the rock wall behind everything. Astra's open maw matches up with markings on the rock making them blend together creating a haunting effect.

OC Astra standing in front of a neon grafiti wall with the word "*Star" written and underlined above her shoulder as she looks towards the side out of frame. Colorful shapes float thru the foreground of the image both in front of and behind Astra.

OC Astra pictured in front of a neon grafiti wall this time where a lovely furry character is depicted with a smile. The word "LOCA" is written in a light blue color and geometric shapes float across frame thru the air.

OC Astra standing in front of a neon grafiti wall with several shapes and words spread about the space behind her. Astra stands facing to the side arching her back and tail in large arcs as she reaches her arm above her head cradling the bottom of the word "TRNQUILITY" written on the wall above her head in blue. Many small colorful geometric shapes float around the space in the foreground spacely flanking Astra on both sides.

OC Astra in front of a neon grafiti wall standing at the edge of a reflective puddle. There are foreground elements floating across the space in the same colors as the neon paint on the wall, traingles and squares in pinks, blues, and purple. The piddle on the ground does a nice job of reflecting the wall and Astra's big stompy boots.

OC Astra pictured in a low stance with her arms guarding in front of her body, the backdrop is a neon grafiti wall, the ground has reflective water on it. Astra has one hand raised with the ghosted Index controller floating in the space between her hand. Astra's tail is raised up behind her in a curved shape directing the viewer's eye towards the word "PEACE" displayed on the wall behind her ears, one ear even taking the place of the letter "A" mimmicking and covering over the shape.

OC Astra is pictured in a fantasy forest as the moon rises in the sky. Dark evergreen stretch up towards a sky dotted with many stars awash in blues. There are a few rock formations glowing with energy appearing to hold pieces floating in air in the distance.

OC Astra pictured in front of a table with a glowing green artifact and a lit candle on top of it that flank her shoulders creating a mixture of warmth, darkness and color.

OC Astra stands in a dark forest fantasy setting next to a cabin by a crackling fire. Astra is looking towards the left of frame out at the moon rising with one hand on her hip. There are multiple large geode rock-like objects that break apart and glow with different colored light as the moonbeams break thru the branches of the trees shining down from above.

OC Astra stands on an outcropping between two superstructures topless covering her chest facing away from the viewer. A small flood light can be seen shining light from left towards right across the scene casting a shadow on the side wall of the superstructure the outcropping Astra stands atop is attached to. Many cables connect between the structures, some sporting what appears to be drying clothes. The criss-crossings of the cables and Astra's corset piercings displayed on her back and ears share a motif tying the location and subject together.

A photo of a gap between super structures where the light coming from the center is vlinding white. Between the structures many cables hang across from one side to the other, some supporting clothes for example. A flat structural bridge crosses from one side to the other. OC Astra stands on this bridge in her iconic leather outfit looking away from the viewer towards the bright light. On the under side of the bridge OC Astra is seen again, facing the other direction kneeling mirroring and contrasting the other Astra, this version wearing her cyberpunk grid outfit with the spirit tentacle arms deployed hanging onto the underside of the bridge.

OC Astra in front of a partially obscured large glass window looking out over a sea dotted with wind turbines denoted by red ring lights. Astra wears black lingerie as she approaches the viewer with a devilish grin.

OC Astra is standing in front of a full length glass window at night inside of a stone cave styled room. Outside of the window is a sea of water decorated with wind turbines lit up in certain sections by red lights.

A VRChat print photo inspired by infinite zoom art. Inside of the photo there is another print photo that contains more prints inside of it, emulating the ability to zoom in infinitely or portals from world to world. The photo is of a dimly lit observation platform with a telescope viewing a nearby ringed planet with a tree growing near the edge of the platform. A blue sprite dances across the middle of the photo from the left towards the right.

OC Astra is sitting at a small table outside of a coffee shop surrounded by Sakura trees against a beautiful sky darkening into purples and pinks at sunset. Astra looks towards the left of frame watching the rays break thru the trees as the sun drops below the horizon.

A VRChat Print photo containing another Print photo within it. Prints are inspired by instant cameras and have a broad white border surrounding the photo sensative area. This photo is of a beautiful flower saturated area next to a Japaneese Café underneath a few great Sakura trees as pink pettals softly float through the air. The print photo that is contained within the image has a support structure that is artistically lined up with a support structure that is holding up air conditioning units on this side of the café away from the facade.

OC Astra against a starry night sky bright with light from the moon above. The foreground sprouts to life with a beautiful crystaline flower and tufts of grass that surround it, as fireflies dance about the open air. Astra has a flower crown tilted to one side on her head around her left ear as she looks out to the left of frame.

OC Astra lies on a grassy field reclining on a pillow looking up a bright moon, away from the viewer, surrounded by stars. There are small yellow sprites gently dancing in the air, perhaps fireflies. A small lantern with a candle in it sits near a few squared stones with two small objects placed atop them. Amidst the grass are many clovers, some of which sport beautiful broadleaf blooms.

OC Astra in a world with a golden moon and golden light flooding across the horizon against a brilliant star filled sky. In this photo, Astra is pictured in front of a white grand piano reaching up overhead cradling the underside of the moon compositionally as the horizon light blocks out the sillouette of her torso.

OC Astra pictured stabding in front of a LED sign that gives information to train passengers on a loading platform. The marquee reads "ATTENTION:" at the start of a message.

OC Astra pictured on a snow covered train loading platform. The night is overcast, snowing, and the train lines are canceled due to the storm. Astra looks towards the left just outside of frame in anticipation.

OC Astra in a snowy environment. Behind her there are things like; Power lines high above, off in the distance. A small telephone/power pole carrying electricity towards a train stop (not pictured.) As well as a train signal with a marquee of red text giving information to travelers. A gently sloping hill is seen covered in snow as many dots of fresh snowfall decorate the air with intricacy. Astra exhales leaving a small cloud of water vapor from her breath leaving her nose.

OC Astra is in a circular white room with a sculpture in the center. The perimeter of the room has two humanoid figures glitching and bleeding into the edges of the images, one with their feet in a smaller circular pool of water that mimmicks the shape of the room on it's interior. There is a stack of televisions on an empty static black screen against the back wall. The sculpture in the center consists of two hands clasping at the top and bottom of a large ring shaped object with a bright glowing orb of light in the center. Astra jumps from the outer edge of the room towards the light in the center directly reaching out as she dives forward with intent.

OC Astra stands at the edge of nothing on top of shrinking cubes that make up the structure. Many cubes of different sizes give way to a void of blue shrinking away to nothing.

OC Astra has her arms open for embrace towards a large ball of light framed at the edge of the screen. The light is flanked by many grey cubes that reflect light.

OC Astra stands in the midst of many cubes that converge around a large glowing yellow sphere shining up above. The cubes are grey and make up the floor as well as the ceiling in various shifting shapes. Astra stands admiring one of her arms with her hip jutted to one side creating a shape that compliments a leading line further through the photo.

A photo of a hand that belongs to OC Astra. The hand is positioned reaching into frame curling the fingers cascade artistically. Astra's extremities fade to black the farther you get from the originating point as they twinkle with sparkles like starlight in the clear night sky. The background is filled with cube shaped objects that gather around a large yellow ball of light. The yellow light casts light and shadow on the differeny faces of the cubes around in brilliant fashion.

OC Astra on a small covered boat traveling a body of water on a foggy moonlit night. The light of the moon reflects off the surface of the water as Astra looks out into the fog. The cover on the boat is dressed up with string lights and lanterns that provide light for the parties it bears.

OC Astra is close to the camera to the extreme right of frame leaning in towards a pair of cubic objects that curiously illuminates the space. The space in question being the interior of a home dimly lit by the objects in question and a desk lamp seen to the left of frame opposite Astra. There are posters with Japanese characters on them decorating the wooden walls behind it all.

A VRC Print camera shot of a photograph in front of a massive glowing tree with many holographic floating clock faces and huge cubic formations floating around thru the air. In the shot is another print photo of an observatory hovering in front of the camera lens overlapping a physical rock in the world the camera is in. This shot is from a completely different world with a different title written on it. This is an intentional chain.

A VRChat print camera shot. These shots have a thick white border to mimic the look of an instant camera. Inside of the shot is a beautiful picturesque sunset with a massive transparent whale that is made of shimmering water. There is a patch of sunflowers in the bottom right, and a spinning galaxy above them in the sky. Also in the shot is another print photo hovering in front of the camera lens overlapping a physical tree in the world the camera is in. This shot is from a completely different world with a different title written on it. This is an intentional chain.

OC Astra standing in a grassy shaded courtyard in a neightborhood area with her eyes shut as she feels the warmth of the sun shining down on her face.

A pixelated photo of OC Astra in a forest with a waterfall. The colors are very vibrant across the spectrum of color in the image. Oranges, pinks, blues, purple, greens and white.

My OC Astra in a composited photo from Virtual Reality. Half of the photo is orange, half of it is white, split down the center. Astra is on both halves of the image in a different pose and there are shadows being cast on the walls highlighting some of her features.

OC Astra stands on a waterfront walkway beneath a streetlight at night. In the distance, across a body of water, there are lights from another city with bridges and skyscrapers standing tall.

OC Astra is pictured in blue and purple studio lighting on a blank photo backdrop leaning in smiling towards the camera.

OC Astra in a dark room lit by purple overhead lights. It's very dark, but her eye stands out abbormally amongst the purple.

A "print camera" photo, the style is reminiscent of instant cameras with a thick white border around the exterior of the photo. In the photo is a room illuminated by blue moonlight shining in through the window and blue string lights. In the upper left hand corner of the shot is a few more smaller instant camera shots arranged artistically with the main focus being a selfie of Astra holding a small stuff Shark plushie. In the interior of the room beyond these small photos is a swing bench seat and the interior of a bedroom with pillows and rugs on the floor. The small shark plushie is seen sitting on the armrest of the swing, and another shark plushie is displayed on the floor near the pillows on the rug.

OC Astra is in a dark hallway with diagonal slats cut out of the wall. Sun shines in from outside the wall at the angles of the stonework. Astra is backlit by a bright light at the end of the hallway as she raises her hand to block the sublight from her eyes and look towards the outside.