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He feels Mu Qing’s cold hands against his face. Covering his mouth. Crushing it. Don’t give him the satisfaction, A-Xin. Feng Xin sighs out, dreamily. If he’s going to die, anyway…he thinks about kissing Mu Qing’s palm. He thinks about biting, right around Mu Qing’s ring finger
the open book
a thick, hardcover book bound in dark green velvet with a shining, metallic, golden circle cut out of the centre. the cream edges of the paper are speckled with green and gold, and there is a gold ribbon bookmark hanging out of the bottom of the book
one finger being held up, as if to say "pause"
in small text: he did me some face and i drove him home large all-caps shiny pink text: I HEARD YOUR HEARTS DANCING
strawpage anon drawing of a girl with her hair up in a bun lying in bed reading on her phone, thinking of zack and cloud with a heart above them, labelled "checking for skadii zack cloud updates." in the background a woman in a nightdress and bonnet says "gurl go to bed"
strawpage ask that reads (handwritten) "i will never not love your zakkura fics"
anon strawpage ask that reads "mae please make a q&a at sometime again! <3 love you and please never stop trying, you are too precious to quit...!!! <3"
strawpage anon ask that reads "hello! i just wanted to tell you that i'm obsessed with your z/c fics and literally check daily for updates on no new ways to mourn (heart eyes) it's my absolute fav rn. ty for sharing your gift of writing! <3"
strawpage anon ask that reads "mae i love you, please never stop writing your brilliant stories <3 they are literally giving me life in this cruel world <3 i hope you are doing good so far! feel hugged and kissed"
strawpage anon drawing from 4 months ago. it is a large pink heart outline
discord poll that asks “zack fair’s…” and the options are left nipple and right nipple
kermit the frog hugging an iphone with heart emojis all around him
a white cat with tears in its eyes, surrounded by pink hear emojis
screenshot of ever crisis showing tifa and aerith standing next to each other in visual novel style. the text reads "i can't believe it they want at it until neither of them could stand"
The guest room was small, room enough just for the wide sleigh bed and a desk tucked at its foot. A little square window cast moonlight onto the pillows through the aged lace curtains, and Cloud, head peeking up above the covers, pyjamas buttoned all the way up to his throat, was arguing with Fenrir where the dog, beside him, lay taking up every spare bit of space in the bed. “You’re a hog,” Cloud lectured. “You’re a spoiled, greedy hog.” Fenrir flopped his head back and forth happily. “You’re going to make Zack sad,” Cloud said. “Nah. No worries, Fenrir. I know my place.” Zack grinned and leaned over to grab something to sleep in from his pack. “Throw me a blanket.”
Zack flips on the bedroom lights and throws Cloud in the centre of the bed, sending him sprawling, only to yank him to the edge by his ankle a moment later. Cloud moans so gratifyingly at the rough treatment that it takes several moments for their surroundings to register. When they finally do, he blinks, taking in the mess—one pillow on the floor, one at the far corner of the mattress, sheets strewn in a tangled rope at the foot, a torn condom wrapper on the bedside—and says, bemused—feeling a strong sense of kinship with captive jungle cats—“He really was just here, huh?” Cloud goes scarlet. He rolls his head to the side.
screenshot that reads: sorry! we couldn't save this work because: tag name 'zack just wants to be good oh he wants to please oh he wants to be very very good and make cloud feel so good and nice and' is too long -- try using less than 100 characters or using comas to separate your tags
- zc amnesia about who he hooked up with last night: zack with amnesia - cabin au is a story about bad grief becoming sexy grief - stigmata on zack - i still can’t believe that horse prr got deleted and we never got to learn about that horse zakkura baby… - dating zakkura except cloud is convinced he loves zack more than zack loves him - that lost episode where hugo almost throws himself off a cliff bc the girl who likes him is so hot that clearly he must be inside a hallucination again…. cloud strife core - need to write a zack that calls it love making - dom drop zack - no one told me that Vyvanse makes you a top
screenshot of epub of put your guns in the ground that reads: of the nightmare. It's worse, far worse, to feel Wash shudder against him, to listen to the agonized noises, and know that he can't do a goddamn thing about it. But he tries. He holds Wash tighter than he's ever held anyone in his life, and mutters into his hair-reassuring things, sexy things, ridiculous things, anything he can think of. Some-times, he thinks it's working, when Wash's body relaxes against Tucker's chest, and the hurt animal noises stop, but they always start up again. When the nightmares peak, when Tucker is finally able to wake him up, when Wash thrashes so hard that they both end up on the floor tangled up in the sheets and each other, when Wash is wide-eyed and panicked and confused, with no idea where or when he is-the fact is, Tucker doesn't know what to say. There are no good words for when the person who is your teammate, your mentor, your friend, your something, is shaking on the floor, simultaneously trying to push you away and pull you close. There are no good words, but Tucker tries to find them anyway. Do you want talk about it? It's okay. It was just a bad dream. You're safe. Words, so many words, but they are all up too high, and they are all wrong•
straw page anon message that reads: hello! I just wanted to tell you that I’m obsessed with your z/c fics and literally check daily for updates on “no new ways to mourn” 😍 it’s my absolute fav rn. Ty for sharing your gift of writing ! ♥️
strawpage anon drawing of a big pink heart
strawpage anon message that reads: mae i love you, please never stop writing your brilliant storys <3 they are literally giving me life in this cruel world <3 i hope you are doing good so far! feel hugged and kissed :-*
strawpage message that reads: thoughts on zakkura + biggs or reno?
tweet from maenadiq that reads "hail mary mother of god please protect me from the demons trying to talk me into adding another chapter to this wip". beneath it is a stock image of a woman in what seems to be a dark narrow hallway or closet. she is sitting on the ground with her back to one wall and her knees drawn in halfway to her chest, elbows on her knees and hands folded together in prayer. behind her the hall opens into a bright room with a white couch
buzzfeed unsolved meme with shane holding up his hands with some distance between them, saying "i've connected the two dots." ryan next to him says "you didn't connect shit." shane: "i've connected them." shane's two "dots" are labelled "zack dying in the process of taking care of cloud" and "cloud desperately dodging his friends' attempts to take care of him"
how far are you with writing ii2di part 3?? (BIG FAN OF THIS STORY SERIES) <3 wanna read the zc car scene when zack does want to pull over bc of cloud SO BAD...!!! <3
Zack making shadeplay videos while he touches himself and moans to it and sends them right over to cloud (Zack is still away on a mission and isn't able to actually see his little sunshine, so he does this when he is alone at his hotel room)
straw page message that reads: who would be better at dancing, zack or cloud? Also, are they good or just not as bad as the other?
straw page message that reads: not a question unfortunately bc ive run out of creative juice for today but just dropping in to wish u happy holidays, i hope youre able to enjoy some very deserved time off and get showered with love and gifts and good food
Zack is usuall the one who initiates sex but when they’re at the in laws for holidays, Cloud does cause he’s a lil freak who loves having to “stay quiet”
What kind of pet would Zakkura have?
strawpage anonymous message that reads: Can I interest you in this song as relating to country boy Zack coming to Midgar for the first time as a cadet and experiencing all the carnal pleasures of city life and bisexuality 👀
strawpage anonymous message that reads: i’m sorry if you’ve answered this question before! but how did you choose the title for “parched rivers run”?
There’s a bright yellow NO PARKING sign on the wall for some reason, scratched-up like it really had spent a few years out in the street, but mostly the walls are decorated with pictures. Cloud leans in closer to get a better look: there’s Aerith, looking stunningly grown up and also tremendously sloshed, arms thrown around Tifa and that girl, Jessie, from the bar. Guys he doesn’t recognize holding up two cats apiece. There’s the Barret guy, crying in a comparatively tiny folding chair at what seems like maybe a school event. The photo is blurry, like someone had to take it in a hurry. And there’s Zack: Zack, dimly lit, cast in the strange shadow of something with bars or maybe a grille. Zack covered in mud but looking very pleased with himself, listing towards the camera with a dopey expression. Zack, shirtless, two joints hanging out of his mouth, reaching for something with chopsticks. Fuck. His abs haven’t aged a day, have they?
strawpage anonymous drawing of a kupo from the head up, with sparkles, a heart, and a gift. it says "kupo!" above it
strawpage anon message that reads: *holds mic in your face* how does it feel to be the author of a world renowned piece of literature that changed the lives of many (parched rivers run)
strawpage anon message that reads: hey mae, i am a fan from central europe, and after i had read your story prr in march this year, i fell in love with the boys even more and also with your storys <3 ty for writing them <3
strawpage anon message that reads: may i posit to you one-night-stand zakkura where Z is a SOLDIER on leave in sec7 who goes to 7th heaven to kick back and relax and C is a 7th haven bartender. they have a steamy night together, both happy that, whilst an amazing night, they wont see each other again. but oh no. (1)
strawpage anon message that reads: did you actually play the original ff 7? if not how did you come into this fandom? into zakkura?