MANHANDS.

@manhands.bsky.social

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Twitch Streamer | Gamer | Filmmaker | Aussie https://www.twitch.tv/MANHANDS https://linktr.ee/MANHANDS_TV

Today marks a monumental day in my streaming journey - the day the partner push is finally over! Mid-stream, as I was chatting with my incredible community, a Twitch representative popped into the stream with the most exhilarating news: I have been accepted into the Twitch Partner Program! I feel a whirlwind of emotions right now. Grateful for all the support and encouragement from my friends and fellow streamers. Excited for the new opportunities and adventures that this partnership will bring. And most of all, relieved that all the hard work has paid off. It hasn't fully sunk in yet, but after a good night's sleep, the reality will settle in, and I can begin to plan my next goals. For now, I want to bask in this achievement and savour the feeling of reaching such an important milestone.
As we approach the final weeks of the partner push, I can't help but feel overwhelmed with gratitude. Tonight, I spent the evening hanging out and playing games with some of the amazing new friends I've made along this journey. Twitch has truly introduced me to some of my favourite people in the world. Whether I achieve partner status or not, I know that the friendships I've formed are what truly make this experience worth it. These are the people who have supported and cheered me on, and who have made every stream a joy. I feel so lucky to have them in my life. No matter what the outcome, I’m incredibly proud of how far I've come and the incredible community that has grown around me. Here's to many more nights of games, laughter, and building lasting memories with these fantastic friends.
Today was a much-needed respite from the relentless partner push anxiety. I decided to pour my energy into creativity, which always has a way of calming my nerves. Designing new elements, animations, and features for my stream was not only fulfilling but also rekindled my passion for creating. Each new creation felt like a small victory, bringing a refreshing sense of accomplishment. But the most heartwarming part of the day was reconnecting with an old friend I hadn't spoken to in over a year. We caught up on each other's lives and shared a few laughs, and it felt like no time had passed at all. There's something truly comforting about rekindling old friendships, and I hope this marks the beginning of our bond growing stronger once more.
I’m still in shock from how incredible my stream was earlier today. It was one of those rare and unforgettable moments that left me completely overwhelmed and without words. The stream was like a rollercoaster of excitement, with so many raids coming in and a hype train that seemed like it would never end. I feel incredibly lucky and grateful. Usually, my streams start with a mix of anxiety and worry, wondering if I’ll meet the criteria for partner. But today was different - today, all those worries melted away, and I was just able to enjoy the moment. It felt like everything was falling into place, and I couldn’t have asked for a better streaming experience. I’ll carry this feeling with me, and I hope it will fuel me for many more streams to come.
Tonight was such a refreshing evening. I joined my friend's birthday stream, and we had an amazing time playing games together. It was so nice to focus entirely on enjoying her company and dedicating my evening to someone else. We laughed a lot, and it reminded me how important these shared moments are. Just spending time together made me realize how much I've missed these kinds of interactions. It felt great to connect and have fun without any distractions. I definitely want to do this more often and make more time for my friends.
Today was Valentine's Day, a day that usually comes with all the bells and whistles of romance. But for Milly and me, it was just about finding solace in the simplicity of each other's company. After a hectic week filled with numerous hospital visits, the peace and quiet we shared today felt like a warm embrace. There was no rush, no pressure to meet any grand Valentine's Day expectations. We just enjoyed the luxury of doing nothing, appreciating the tranquillity that enveloped us. It was a beautiful contrast to the whirlwind of appointments and medical checks that had consumed our previous days. Our hearts were content in this shared silence, a gentle reminder that love doesn't always need grand gestures. Sometimes, it's found in the quiet moments, the ones where doing nothing together means everything.
Today was a remarkable improvement from yesterday's stream. The support was incredible, with so many amazing people joining to hang out and cheer me on with the partner push. It felt so good to have such a positive and uplifting outcome. After the stream, I dedicated the rest of the day to relaxation. I took a long nap, which was exactly what I needed. I also spent quality time with Milly as she continues to recover from her surgery. Seeing her getting better each day brings me a lot of comfort. On top of that, my anxiety was less intense today, which was a nice change. I’m really looking forward to a day off tomorrow to fully unwind and recharge.
Today was a much-needed rest day. Milly had her surgery, which thankfully went smoothly, so we spent the day together resting and taking it easy. Another piece of good news is that Milly’s mum came home from the hospital today. It feels like a huge weight has been lifted, with two major stressors off our list. It’s comforting to know that we can focus on Milly's recovery and enjoy more relaxed time together over the next week. I’m looking forward to the days ahead.
Today was a great stream with an amazing turnout! I was worried about competing with the Super Bowl, but thankfully it didn't seem to affect the viewership at all. The support and engagement from the community were incredible. Milly's mum is still in the hospital after her heart surgery today. It's been a stressful time, and both Milly and I have been anxious. Tomorrow is Milly's surgery, and the stress is overwhelming. All I want is for her to be okay. Despite the worry, today's stream was a bright spot in an otherwise tough day. It reminded me of the strength and support from the community, which we really needed.
Today, my anxieties about the Twitch Partner application are louder than ever. When I announced my push for Partner on New Year's Eve, the excitement and possibilities were exhilarating. But now, as we get closer to submitting the application, my fear of failure and letting down my community is at the forefront of my mind, day and night. The thought of not succeeding and disappointing those who have supported me is overwhelming. The pressure to meet expectations feels immense. Despite the anxiety, I try to remember the resilience and strength of our community. I believe that no matter the outcome, we will continue to grow and thrive together. The path to success is rarely easy, but with the support of my amazing community, I believe we can overcome these challenges and achieve our dreams.
Milly’s Mum’s hospital stay continues, and what we thought would be a short visit has now turned into something more long-winded. The uncertainty and underlying anxiety about the outcome are weighing on us. Supporting Milly through her Mum's hospitalisation is my top priority right now. Being there for her takes precedence, but I'm also hoping to keep my Twitch streams going. Balancing my own worries, providing support for Milly, and maintaining my stream schedule is challenging, but it also gives me a way to stay connected and find some normalcy. For now, I'm focusing on being a supportive partner to Milly and managing my stream in a way that feels right during this time.
Today’s stream turned out to be quite an endurance test, clocking in at six long hours. We were chasing that 75 average viewership mark, and throughout the stream, I found myself wrestling with self-doubt and anxiety. There were moments when I wasn't sure if we could actually hit that goal. But as always, our incredible community came through. Everyone's support, engagement, and encouragement made all the difference. Together, we achieved what I initially doubted we could. I'm planning to take tomorrow off to recharge. It’s reassuring to know that such a supportive group is alongside me on this journey.
Today started off normally but took a stressful turn when we got some concerning news about a family member. Milly had to go to the hospital, and I tried to support her from home. I sent her messages of encouragement, hoping to offer some comfort. My thoughts were with her all day, and I made sure everything at home was ready for when she returned. I hope tomorrow brings better news. For now, I’m focused on being there for Milly.
Today was another solid day on Twitch. The community keeps growing, and the support is really encouraging. But sometimes, even with reasonable success, I find myself worrying about people not liking me or having negative opinions. I know having thick skin is part of the deal when you're in the public eye, but there are nights when I lie awake thinking about what I could do differently. Should I change something to make more people like me? Eventually, I come to realize - it's essential to be myself. I can't be everyone's favourite, and that's okay. What's important is staying true to who I am and bringing value to those who genuinely appreciate me.
Another late night, and I'm finding it challenging to balance the push for Twitch partnership with having any sort of life outside of streaming. The routine feels repetitive, and there's not much new to report. My days blend together, and writing the same gratitude for my wonderful friends starts to feel a bit insincere. I appreciate my friends—they truly keep me grounded—but every diary entry saying the same thing feels stale. I'm not sure if these entries still serve a purpose. Who are they for, anyway? Are they just for me, or is there an audience somewhere? For now, I'll keep writing and hope that documenting this journey will eventually lead to something more meaningful. Maybe there's still value in these reflections, even if they feel repetitive.
Today was exciting! Milly entered a radio competition to win a week-long trip to the UK later this year. The chances of winning might be slim, but the thought of reuniting with my British friends fills me with so much joy. I can already picture us exploring the streets of London, visiting iconic landmarks, and enjoying the vibrant atmosphere together. It would be an incredible adventure and a chance to create beautiful memories with the people we miss. Even if we don't win, I remain hopeful that one day soon, we'll make that dream trip a reality. Until then, I'll keep dreaming and believing in the possibilities.
Today was an absolute gift. After what felt like an eternity, I finally got to spend quality time with a dear friend I've missed so much over the past month. My rigid schedule has kept me away from some of the most important people in my life, and it's been tough not having those moments of connection. But today, everything aligned perfectly. We spent hours together, talking about everything and nothing, catching up on all the little and big things we’ve missed. The time flew by, and yet it felt like we had all the time in the world. There was something so special about just being in the moment, laughing, reminiscing, and enjoying each other's company. It was a reminder of how precious these relationships are and how important it is to make time for the people who matter most.
Today was such an amazing day! I kicked off the second month of the partner push, and it was incredible. The community came together in a huge way, making it one of the most memorable streams in recent memory. Their support and enthusiasm filled my heart with so much joy and gratitude. I couldn't have asked for a better start to the month. After the stream, I spent a lovely afternoon with Milly. We relaxed and watched the 6-hour FireAid concert. It was the perfect way to unwind and enjoy some quality time together. The concert was fantastic, and it really helped us both decompress after the excitement of the stream. I'm feeling so motivated for the rest of the month, and I can't wait to see what other amazing moments lie ahead.
What a whirlwind of a month! The first month of our partner push is officially complete, and we're halfway there - hopefully. The initial goal was to hit 8 streams within 30 days, each reaching an average of 75 viewers. Somehow, against all odds, the community rallied with their incredible support, and we blew past that goal with 23 individual streams! Heading into February, the goal remains the same. But I can't help but be a bit cautious. There's a fine line between pushing forward and burning out, both for myself and the amazing folks who have been so supportive. We're so close now - just a little further to go.
Today was a fantastic day off! My brother and I spent the evening building flat pack shelves together. It was such a laugh, and it really reminded me how much I enjoy his company. Now, I have these beautifully organized shelves to store all my Blu-rays, which had been overflowing on my old shelf. It feels so satisfying to see everything neatly arranged. I'm really looking forward to my final stream of the month tomorrow. It's going to be a great way to cap off January's leg of my partner push. I'm feeling optimistic about the stream and excited to hang out with the community. Plus, February is just around the corner, and I'm eager to get February's streams under my belt so I can finally submit my partner application.
Tonight, like so many others, I spent time with two special people. We laughed, vented, and talked about all kinds of nonsense. It feels like family - chosen family. I've always believed that chosen family can be just as valid as blood-related family. Tonight, that belief was reaffirmed. These moments have become the perfect way to end my day, bringing a sense of peace and connection. A friend who is usually part of these evenings is currently away on holiday, but she even made the effort to pop in and say hello. I'm grateful for these friends who make my evenings better. They're my chosen family, and tonight has shown me just how true that is.
I’m really crossing my fingers for Twitch Con 2025 in San Diego. I made a promise to my community that if I earn the Twitch Partner checkmark by my birthday in April, I’d head over from Australia this October. The journey back to the USA would be so worth it! Since last year's Twitch Con, I've had the chance to meet some incredible people online. The idea of finally meeting them in person is so exciting. It’s amazing how the Twitch community has grown and become such a big part of my life. Here’s hoping I get that partner status and make it to San Diego!
Exhaustion has been my constant companion lately. Even after taking a day off, I still find myself feeling worn out. I'm looking forward to the day when I can fully unplug for a week, but that won't happen until this partner push is complete and I've achieved my goal. Today, however, I brainstormed some new cool ideas for my stream once I hit the next phase. It was a lot of fun and gave me a burst of energy. I can't wait to see how these ideas come to life and share them with everyone. I feel incredibly lucky to be surrounded by such supportive people. Their encouragement keeps me going - but I can't deny that I'm eagerly awaiting a break.
Today, I found myself reminiscing about my days as an Uber driver. It feels like a distant memory now, those nights of driving strangers around the city, sharing snippets of their lives. The transition from navigating the streets to streaming on Twitch still baffles me. Never did I imagine my journey would take this turn. From the driver's seat to the digital stage, life has been full of surprises. It's a reminder that the future is always full of unexpected twists and turns.
Today, I made a new friend, and we instantly connected. We spent the day chatting, laughing, and discovering our shared interests. It felt so natural and easy. There's something truly special about getting to know someone new. It's like uncovering a hidden gem. Every conversation brought us closer, and it was such a wholesome experience. I'm already excited for the next time we can hang out. Making new friends is a magical feeling, and I'm grateful for it.
Lately, I've been feeling a surge of creativity, and it's fantastic. Ideas are flowing, but for now, I'm determined to focus on achieving my Twitch goals over the next month. Getting that Twitch Partner tick is my top priority. However, the creative inspiration is hard to ignore. I can't wait to dive back into my writing once I've reached my Twitch milestone. It's exciting to think about taking a week to fully immerse myself in creative projects. Until then, I'll keep jotting down my ideas and stay committed to my Twitch journey.
Recently, I crossed paths with an old friend, stirring up memories from a time when we were close. It was a reminder of friendships that have changed over time. Hearing their voice brought back a mix of emotions. There's a bit of regret and sadness, but also some fondness for the good times we shared. It made me realize that some connections stay with us, even if they've faded. I guess it’s a nudge to appreciate the present and to be gentle with myself about the past. Life goes on, but those memories are always with us.
Yesterday, I treated myself to a much-needed haircut and beard trim, and I can't believe how transformative it has been. Seeing my reflection, I feel more like myself - clean, sharp, and put-together. It's incredible how something so simple can have such a profound impact on my confidence. Walking out of the barbershop, I felt a renewed sense of self. It's like shedding an old, tired layer and revealing the best version of me underneath. This fresh look gives me the boost I needed to tackle the day with a smile and an extra spring in my step. Life may have its ups and downs, but today, I'm riding the high of feeling and looking my best. Here's to embracing self-care and the amazing lift it brings to my spirit.
My beard has taken on a life of its own—long, bushy, and crying out for a trim. I keep telling myself I'll head to the barber, but exhaustion has other plans. Life has been non-stop, and carving out time feels impossible. Every day, I think today will be the day. By evening, I'm drained and the barber remains a distant goal. I miss feeling polished and looking like myself again. Maybe soon I'll find that elusive energy. Here's to hoping for a fresh trim soon. Until then, it's just me and my wild beard navigating the chaos.
Today, I'm feeling unexpectedly grateful. With TikTok being banned, I'm relieved I never invested in creating a presence there. It’s freeing not to be affected by the ban, and I don't have to mourn the loss of any hard work. No pressure to stay relevant in that fast-paced world, and no need to measure my worth in likes and views. It's a blessing in disguise - realizing that sometimes, not being part of something can feel like liberation.
Today, I mourn the loss of one of my favourite artists and filmmakers, David Lynch. The news of his passing is a heavy weight on my heart, even though I never met him. It’s bizarre how deeply affected I can be by someone I didn’t know personally. David Lynch’s films and artistic vision have been a constant source of inspiration and enjoyment for me. His ability to create worlds that are both bizarre and beautiful, and to challenge conventional storytelling, has left an indelible mark on my soul. His work always invited me to see beyond the surface and to embrace the surreal. Rest in peace, David Lynch. Your visionary genius and profound artistry will be deeply missed but never forgotten.
I can’t wait for tonight! I'm finally seeing my best friend for the first time in months. Watching movies together has always been one of my favourite things to do, and I can't wait to laugh, catch up, and enjoy a night away from the internet. Just what I need after a sleepless night of anxious overthinking. Yesterday was a day off from my partner push, but today I'm diving back in. Even though my mind kept me up last night, I'm determined to make the most of today. Quality time with my mate, enjoying some great movies, and getting back into my routine - it's the perfect remedy for all my worries, even if just for a little while.
Today we had no electricity or internet because our front yard tree was being cut down. I spent most of the day with Milly, enjoying each other's company. We ended up watching Buffy on her laptop, which was a lot of fun. It was nice to disconnect and just be present. However, it did make me realize how much I rely on technology. My work, my friends, everything is online. It was a good reminder to occasionally unplug and appreciate the offline moments. Now that the electricity and internet are back, I feel happier. It's good to be connected again.
Today, my heart is heavy with worry. Southern California is once again under the threat of wildfires, and I can't help but think about my friends who live there. The images of flames and destruction fill me with dread. I'm deeply concerned for their safety and the safety of their homes. The thought of them having to evacuate and face such uncertainty is overwhelming. I hope they know how much I care and that I'm sending all my positive thoughts and prayers their way. I wish I could do more than just hope from afar. For now, all I can do is send them love and support and hold on to the hope that they will come through this unscathed.
Today started off rough. I barely got any sleep last night, and as a result, I am feeling incredibly tired. Getting out of bed felt like a Herculean task, my body weighed down by the lack of rest and the overwhelming desire to stay under the covers. Yet, amidst the grogginess and the temptation to sleep in, one thought kept me going: my Twitch community. The idea of seeing their messages, sharing laughs, and connecting with them pulled me out of bed. They are more than just viewers; they are friends, motivators, and a source of inspiration. Let’s do this!
Today was a well-deserved break. I slept in and caught up on much-needed sleep, which I've been lacking lately. Later, I spent some quality time with friends in voice chats, which was both fun and refreshing. Despite the day's relaxation, thoughts of the partner push kept creeping in. We've streamed 10 times this month, each time hitting the 75 viewer average. It’s a fantastic achievement, but with every success, I feel the pressure and fear of failure growing. I remind myself that this journey is about embracing both the highs and the lows. Our progress so far is a testament to our hard work and dedication. I'm ready to face the challenges ahead and keep pushing forward. For now, I'm grateful for today’s moments of rest and connection.
Today, the demands of my streaming schedule are really catching up to me. Committing to this partnership has meant sacrificing my usual amount of sleep, and I'm definitely feeling the effects. Despite the tiredness, it's absolutely worth it. This schedule allows me to connect with friends all over the world, sharing moments and building a community that spans every continent. It's incredible to know that at any hour, I can be with friends from different parts of the globe. These connections bring me immense joy and make the exhaustion worthwhile. Here's to another day of pushing through and savoring these global friendships.
Yesterday was such a day of relief and gratitude. Maisie finally got her antibiotic injection done. She was a bit nervous at first, but she showed so much courage and strength. Seeing her get through it felt like a weight lifted off my shoulders. The relief that she's on the path to recovery is indescribable. I'm so proud of her bravery. And as if that wasn't enough, yesterday's stream was simply spectacular. The sheer support from all my friends was heartwarming. They went above and beyond to help us achieve the 75 average view count goal. It was an incredible day, filled with positivity and camaraderie. I feel truly fortunate to have such wonderful people in my life. Here's to more amazing days like this, filled with love, support, and little victories.
Yesterday was an emotional rollercoaster, but thankfully it ended on a high note. Milly and I have been worried sick about Maisie ever since her vet visit a few days ago. The thought of cancer, diabetes, or thyroid issues has been unbearable. In the morning, we finally received the phone call we'd been anxiously waiting for. The relief that washed over us when the vet said it was just an infection was indescribable. An antibiotic shot will fix her up tonight, and that's such a blessing. While the vet bills have been a bit heavy, it's a small price to pay for Maisie's health. The thought of her running around happily again brings a smile to our faces. Maisie is more than just a pet; she's family. And today, our little family feels whole and hopeful again.
Today, I am deeply worried about my dear Maisie. Over the last month, her rapid weight loss has been a major concern. Last night, our visit to the vet was particularly stressful. Maisie was visibly distressed, which made the waiting time for her blood tests feel even longer. Right now, as we await the results, my mind can't help but run through all the potential outcomes. But amidst my worries, I am trying to hold onto hope. I want to believe that there is a solution, and soon, Maisie will be back to her cheerful self. Maisie means everything to me and seeing her in discomfort is heart-wrenching. I'm staying positive and taking things one day at a time.
We're one week into 2025, and I can already feel the positive vibes flowing. It's such a refreshing start. I'm working hard at achieving my goals, staying focused and motivated. Every step feels like progress, and it’s such a rewarding experience. My friendships are in a really good place. They are healthy, supportive, and positive, filled with laughter and meaningful conversations. I feel so fortunate to have these amazing people in my life, cheering me on and being there when I need them. Most importantly, I’m genuinely happy. It’s a deep, content kind of happiness that fills my days with light. If the first week is any indication, I have a feeling this year is going to be truly remarkable. Here’s to hoping it’s a good omen for the year to come!
Woke up before I was ready today, feeling the weight of exhaustion pulling me back to sleep. Despite the fatigue, there’s an exhilarating spark driving me forward. The thought of streaming and being with my friends is what keeps me going. There’s something truly special about our little community. It’s more than just a stream; it’s a place where we share our stories, laughs, and memorable moments. Each stream brings us closer together, creating bonds that go beyond the screen. With every sip of Pepsi, I feel the tiredness fade away, replaced by a sense of determination and anticipation. Here's to another day of streaming, friendship, and the wonderful chaos that makes it all worthwhile.
Today was supposed to be a day off from streaming—a chance to pace myself with this partner push, catch up on some admin tasks, take some personal time, and celebrate my friend's birthday. But none of that happened. Time felt elusive, slipping through my fingers as I tried to balance everything. I feel like I'm constantly racing against the clock, never quite finding the right balance between my responsibilities and rest. Sleep seems more like a luxury these days, and it's hard not to feel like I'm letting my friends down when I can't be there as much as I'd like. I want to be the friend who shows up, but there are days, like today, when it feels impossible to juggle it all. Here's hoping tomorrow brings a bit more balance.
It's amazing how much can change in just a week! About seven days ago, I was introduced to someone who shares my deep love for cinema. Our conversations are a whirlwind tour through film history, from discussing different directors to recommending hidden gems. The joy of discovering someone who speaks my cinematic language is beyond words. This past week has been filled with excitement and new connections. Each chat with my new friend feels like a journey through uncharted territories of our shared passion. I eagerly look forward to our next conversation, which fills me with a sense of anticipation and happiness. The shared passion for movies has brought a sense of connection and joy that I didn't realize I was missing.
Yesterday’s stream was unforgettable. It marked the start of 2025 and my first since announcing my partner push. Honestly, I had so many doubts about reaching that goal, and maybe they still linger. But the support from my community was overwhelming. Their encouragement made me believe that anything is possible together. I’m incredibly lucky to have such inspiring friends. They push me to try and keep going. With their support, this year is already off to a phenomenal start. Here’s to hoping for even greater things to come.
Today I’m feeling a bit of anxiety. Sharing my goals for 2025 with the world has made everything feel more real. The fear of failure is always present, but now it feels more immediate. Achieving these goals isn’t just about personal success - they require the support of my friends and community, which adds another layer of pressure. Knowing that my success is tied to the belief and support of those around me is both comforting and daunting. Their encouragement is essential, but it also means that there’s more at stake if I don’t succeed. The pressure might be intense, but it’s also a sign that what I’m doing matters. Here’s to facing my fears, relying on my support network, and striving towards my goals one step at a time.
Today marks the start of a brand-new year, and I feel an incredible sense of possibility. Everything seems within reach. Last night, as the clock struck midnight, I streamed on Twitch and announced my big plans for 2025: pushing for partner and, if achieved, attending TwitchCon. The outpouring of support from my friends and followers was so heartwarming. Waking up today, I'm filled with optimism and excitement. This year feels like a fresh start, and I'm ready to tackle my goals with determination. Here's to an amazing 2025!
It's truly astounding how time flies. This year has gone by so fast—it's almost scary how quickly it's passed. 2024 has been an incredible whirlwind of experiences, with two amazing overseas trips that left lasting memories. I'm so grateful for the opportunities I've had and everything I've been able to achieve this year. As we bid farewell to this swift year, I'm looking forward to 2025 with excitement and determination. I can't wait to set new goals and achieve even more in the coming year.
I'm buzzing with excitement today! I've been collaborating with a close friend and colleague on Twitch, and we're working on an incredibly exciting announcement for the new year. The energy and creativity we've put into this project have been amazing, and I can't wait to share it with everyone. The anticipation is building, and knowing that we're bringing something special to our community fills me with joy. It's moments like these that remind me why I love doing what I do.
As 2025 approaches, I've been thinking a lot about setting new goals. There's so much I want to achieve, and I'm excited about the possibilities. At the same time, I'm hesitant about the fear of failing. Setting goals publicly can definitely heighten the pressure. Despite the hesitation, I know having clear goals can keep me focused and motivated. I need to remember it's okay to stumble along the way. Each step, whether successful or not, is part of the journey and a learning experience.
I've really enjoyed taking the last couple of days off streaming. It's been wonderful spending time with friends without the pressure, just relaxing and having fun. Sometimes, a short break is exactly what I need to come back with more energy and passion. I'm feeling refreshed and can't wait to stream today. I'm excited to connect with everyone and share that renewed enthusiasm.
Lately, I've been feeling incredibly tired. It's like all the events and experiences from this year have finally caught up with me. The constant hustle, the ups and downs, and everything in between have left me feeling worn out. I've realized that I need to take some time to rest and recharge. It's important to listen to my body and mind and give myself the care I need.
Christmas Day was pretty low-key this year. We kept things simple and relaxed, which was nice, but I've realized that I actually prefer Boxing Day. It's the perfect time to chill out, be non-verbal, and truly enjoy myself without any of the usual holiday hustle and bustle. I'm looking forward to taking it easy, soaking in the quiet moments, and just enjoying the day.
It's Christmas Day today, the first one without Milly's Dad, Peter, who passed away earlier this year. The day is filled with complicated emotions as we miss his presence deeply. However, amidst the sadness, I'm also incredibly thankful for everything we still have. This year has been one of the best in our lives, despite the challenges and loss. We cherish the love and support of our family and friends, and it brings us comfort and strength. We're holding onto the positive memories and looking forward to the future with hope.
Lately, I've been missing my friends in America more than ever. The memories we shared and the laughter we had together keep playing in my mind. Being away from them has been tough, and I've been thinking a lot about ways to get back there next year. I'm determined to make it happen and reunite with the people who mean so much to me. Until then, I'll keep cherishing the good times and look forward to creating new memories with them soon.