Amy Paw :3

@mphasie.cz

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24 | Femthing | UwU | Making weird sounds | Unstable PFP by Hart Hunter 💜 https://linktr.ee/AmyPaw

17th February 2026 I was going home from work, afternoon shift. On the second bus that I had to take to get home was an older man 50-60, camouflage jacket. As I sat down, I saw him looking at me with a disgusted face, so I stared him in the eyes and made the same face back at him. Luckily, he got off on the next stop which was just 30 seconds later so I didn’t have to bear his stare that pierced through me like a sharp arrow. I know my face is disguisting, I’m not able to do anything more about it. My face doesn’t match my body. I wish I could just cut off my face. Why am I even still here? I’m useless. I have nothing to offer to this world, only failure. I have failed. I hate myself, I hate my face, I hate how I act, I hate how I react to things, I hate my voice. I don’t think I’ll ever understand how the world works, cuz all of my assumptions are clearly wrong. I don’t want to go outside of my flat any more, but I’ll have to because of work. I can’t trust people who know me IRL. For them CLEARLY I’m just the same old me with a new fashion style and a silly nickname. I mean yeah, I haven’t done anything to move forward with this for years, because I don’t think I’m able to trust a therapist with these matters. What if I confess what bothers me and they’ll be like “lmao no bozo, git gud” or offer me a path I don’t want to follow. Like, I understand they’re literally paid to help you, but IDK. I don’t think life can get better for me, I’ll be struggling every day till my final moments. And I feel like they inch closer and closer.
Google maps | pull tab that used to be Local News, they changed to Local Vibe Absolutely ruined
Screenshot of a YouTube video titled "Linux users trying to use Windows" by "MEMNOZOTECH" on one minute and eleven seconds showing a corrupted image on desktop background.
Total minutes I spent listening to Rani's music on Spotify. 19087 minutes.
An overview of all my records to this date. Total records: 47
Showcase of my records neatly sorted into Gold, Silver and Bronze columns
Rani; scared
BlueSky receipt
One of the endings of the quest. Cat's found, on the way back to the tavern
Soundcloud wrapped / 1# Shimi Violet / 2# iirc / 3# Ranipla / 4# Partways / 5# Neoluminum
Spotify Wrapped | My Top Artist | Ranipla | 11,312 minutes listened | Top 0.001% of listeners
My StatsFM records converted to an excel sheet, converted to png for nice viewing