radical lisa loebotomy

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nullcore. why be a human when you could be an elf? I'M A LIBRARIAN. my neighbour's cats are my best friends. my hair is blue. on gadigal land. always was, always will be.

the cover of a menu for a bar cakes "shady pines saloon". it's in the place where a games workshop store used to be, lol
a selfie taken in the mirror of my apartment building lobby. i'm wearing blue chucks, black jeans, my wallet chain and keys, a button up short sleeve shirt with a pattern of moths over a black and white striped long sleeve shirt, a black cadet cap, and my canvas courier satchel
a screengrab from the simpsons episode "summer of 4 ft 2" (s7e25) where the character dean says; my mom's french so we only celebrate bastille day
a submission on the NSW public works website which reads (objecting to the project): building data centres chasing illusory profits from the not-yet collapsing ai and llm speculation bubble is ignorant, foolish, and is maliciously irreverent to the state of the planet's current climate troubles. not only would this result in the theft of public power and water for no gain to the community, there is never going to be a mythical payday for this sort of development so will leave the council the worse off. there are few worse uses for land than golf courses, but modern data centres are definitely one of them. i'd compare this sort of behaviour to the dutch tulip mania in the 1630s, but at least they got flowers out of that. if this project goes ahead, i will take notice, and will remember come future election days.
a photo of some aeldari painted in the colours of craftworld iybraesil. assembled; a farseer, a storm guardian squad with a warlock, a guardian defender squad with a warlock, a second guardian defender squad, a windrider squad, a vyper gunship, and a shadow weaver support weapon platform
a screengrab from whatsapp, showing someone posting a photo taken in a lecture hall with some CAD animations being shown, with the caption "attending a lecture at CERN" with the reply "ask them why they made minutes 60 seconds long again"
a post by mike x nichols rted by ruby pretty ape machine that reads "as always" with two images of agent fox mulder from the x-files saying "hey, you got to stay alive if you want to stick it to the government. if you die, you let them off the hook." this post is preceded by dcv posting "need fox mulder to raw me"
a copy of the third edition eldar codex sat on a book shelf mainly containing 2nd and 3rd edition warhammer 40k manuals
a screengrab of the bluesky account "more" menu with the block option being highlighted
fred the cat (white with coloured blotches) rolling about on a red rug while looking adorably up at you! the viewer
a photo of a hairless cat swarled out in a little pink beach chair with a red umbrella above it. it's hairless little dick n balls are on full show
my craftworld aeldari force (2000pts) set up on a gaming table that has a snowy base mat, and a scattering of green/yellow 3d printed terrain features
a photo taken at a goth night in the mid 00s. i'm in the middle, one of my dreadlocks got caught up in my glasses, lol. lilly sits to my left (your right). isaac sits beside me. i must've just finished telling a joke, or a story, as he is laughing uproariously. he lived passionately. what i remember the most of him is him being the most honest, most intense, the most unconventional of everybody i'd ever known. he was an english teacher and he must have left thousands of teenagers better off than when he met them, and who can claim that sort of impression on our lives? he was one of the best of us, and i'll miss him.
the pride column in pride square, in newtown, sydney, australia
an aeldari warlock (painted in the colours of craftworld iybraesil) holding a shuriken pistol. the pistol's magazine enters the receiver to the fire of the grip and trigger assembly
my copy of the sisters of mercy album "vision thing" on vinyl. get it? get it?
murphy, a black greyhoundwith some white socks and some muzzle greying, sitting on the floor of my apartment
an advert for some dracula ballet thing. there's red "sppoky font" text that reads: dracula / ballet at its darkest / 24-27 september. the focus of the advert is someone (presumably a dracula) jazz-handing while wrapped up in a depression blanket while wearing a suit made from black coloured wedding tablecloth. his hair is slicked back and it looks like he's thinking fuck, he didn't expect the amazon delivery guy to see him through his living room windows dancing like this to soft cell
a bag of potato chips called double crunch 2x crunch with a "spicy pickle" flavour. and folks, they definitely taste like spicy pickles
an embossed book hard cover, gold text and an image of a star and rays on a blue cover, the text reads "BEHOLD I COME QUICKLY"
the dude from aqua in the "barbie girl" music video" talking on a fluroscent pink landline telephone
fred the cat (white cat with colour blotches) rolling about on a red rug
a photo of former australian prime minister tony abbott gently tonguing the tip of a cooked sausage on a stick
my copies of white dwarf issues 86, 88, and 90
a photo of me sitting on the train, holding a book, which cover reads; pistis sophia a gnostic miscellany being for the most part extracts from the books of the saviour to which are added excerpts from a cognate literature englished with an introduction & annotated bibliography by g. r. s. mead
a screengrab of the bluesky account "more" menu with the block option being highlighted
a photo of me, taken before heading out to, again, a goth club. i'm wearing a black bandanna with a skull & crossbones motif and a black illicit button-up shirt. i've smoky eye make-up. the photo is in black and white so it's "artistic". this was apparently some time in 2005
a photo of an aeldari wraithlord painted in the colours of craftworld iybraesil. it's stance is slightly turned, pointing with it's left hand and aiming in the same direction with it's shoulder-mounted brightlance, as if it pointing out it's next target
a photograph of a golden beer sitting in the sunlight on a table, in front of a small potted plant
princess, a fluffy tabby cat, owned by my cousin, standing on a table and leaning into the camera in order to get closer to you (me)
a tui, an aotearoan native bird, sitting in a tree at my parents house and singing, you can also hear the users work going on next door unfortunately
a photo of grafton cemetery, in central auckland city, new zealand / aotearoa. a number of late 1800s, early 1900 colonial era gravestones can be seen, along with native and imported trees, and an autumnal detritus on the ground. the grafton bridge can be seen to the right.
boris, an orange cream cat, sitting on an armchair armrest, and jonesy, a second orange cream cat, standing in the middle of the living room
boris the cat, a 16 year old orange cream, sitting on repose on the back of a chair
a cream orange cat named jonesy standing on a dining table, giving you the side eye
a photo of a gaudy neon amusement arcade. this is where the info desk was in the music department of the auckland borders books and music store years ago
a photo of a derelict building floor, stark concrete and exposed pipes and wiring. this used to be the ground floor (of five floors in total) of the auckland borders books and music store, which was the oceania flagship store
a photo of three weeks of four compartment daily meds containers in the process of being filled up
my parents dog maisie waiting for me to let her into the living areas
maisie the dog (a white maltese terrier) sitting in my parents living room giving me the side eye
a photo of two empty seats in my row on my international flight this morning. you can see my arm at the bottom
a screencap from the simpsons (e15s6) where a child is crying and pointing while saying "stop! stop!"
a photo of my feet, wearing brand new bright blue chucks
a screengrab from the warhammer community news page that reads "warhammer 40,000 faction focus: space marines"
bitch, a black furred housecat with green eyes, glaring over the arm of an armchair at you. stella the groenendael is coming in from stage left - this is what caught her attention in the previous post.
stella the groenendael (a black belgian shepherd) staring up at YOU! the viewer!
a photo of coco in the early 00s. she's a big black groenendael mix, looking more like a german shepherd than a pure belgian shepherd. she was biiig, you can see behing her there is a laptop on the floor which is about as big as her head.
a screengrab of a discord post which reads; “Who are you?” I am Creosote of the Honeyeater clan from the Bandu Hills, daughter of Insighted Blue Scarab the bonekeeper of the entire clan who hears the whispers from the ancestors. I am the bonekeeper too, bonekeeper in waiting training, and I also hear the whispers too. This is Dewclaw, she's from the whispers. “What most interests you?” Everything. Books. Never had books before. They let me try anything I liked. They let me make pottery. Never done that before either. But books. Going to bring books back to the Bandu Hills. “What do you consider your greatest strength?” Ancestors speak to me like they speak to my mother and as such I am a bonekeeper of the clan. Talk to the ancestors for the clan the whispers share knowledge and magic and Dewclaw. Look after ancestors. Keep them safe. Eat them. “What work have you done to bolster those in and around the Magaambya before now?” Oh oh they let me do anything. I made some pottery. Fishing. Sweeping and boring things. Made some furniture. Nobody has one job you can do whatever you like. I cooked a potato.
a screengrab of a pathfinder 2e game being played in foundry vtt. there is a lot going on, but the main gist is there is a map with tokens in the main part of the screen, a chatlog to the right, and a brief HUD to the bottom.
me at 18 with american brian (he was an indonesian kid who came over from america). this is a scan of a real photo., i have four year old industrial dreadlocks and am wearing a black shirt and black silk tie. who gives a shit what american brian is wearing
a selfie taken in the reflection of a sydney metro train door
a photo of me. i have blue and red streaked hair. i'm wearing a green big black shirt and a pair of purple and black striped jeans. you can see my tattoo sleeve
a photo of the jain zar aeldari warhammer 40k model. you can see the red loincloth.
a film rotation of my jain zar model, an aldari warhammer 40k painted miniature
a photo of my paintign desk. there is a cutting mat where a bunch of in progress dire avengers are being built. there is a paint pallet, cupts of tools and cups of paintbrushes. and some tissues
a photograph of me playing bass guitar. i have turquoise har with a red stripe. i'm wearing a dead kennedys shirt and a pair of illicit 3/4 shorts and black socks. i'm playing the bass guitar very fucking badly.
a photo of myself. i'm wearing a dead kennedys shirt and shorts. i'm playing a blue bass guitar covered in stickers. i'm in front of of my bookcase. i'm wearing big sunglasses
a screengrab of a post in the bluesky composer showing -119 available characters, so doing the cheat way of getting it up on the timeline as an image rather than trying to post it over two posts (there's no obvious break here). the post reads: "algorithm serves up to me an incredibly attractive lady with neck and face tattoos wearing a band shirt and cadet cap and talking about the warhams 40k models she's been painting you better believe i closed that video at a speed measured in planck seconds as something so laser focused on me has too high of a risk of being specifically screated as a trap by some international spy agency and i just can't take that risk"
a screengrab from bluesky showing two posts. reposted by bites u jenny tightpants @jtp.bsky.social posts "dynamic dns? thats stupid. if my IP changes i will simply try all 4,294,967,296 ipv4 addresses until i find my new one". radical lisa leobotomy @nfornihilism.net posts "ten million possible phone numbers if they're all 04XX XXX XXX".
a bluesky screengrab showing an abbreviated thread. jazz posts "there are few activities on this planet more disgusting than eating pussy". there is a 'view full thread' compression. irish (he/they) posts "last i played was 2020, but i don't remember there being classes?".