Jay🌈

@nogender.bsky.social

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I'm Ball ⚪ 29✨They/Them I like to draw sometimes Fuck AI https://nogender.straw.page (WIP) 🚫COMMISSIONS CLOSED🚫 https://ko-fi.com/c/3c6b04ec3f

I never meant to leave you
Carlos: I hated you for a long time. I thought because I was the first to wake up, that I had to be the one to bring us all back together again. It made me feel like I was a failure. That I could've never been the leader I always wanted to be. You made it look so easy. But I was simply just jealous of your ability to become more than just your archetype. I simply hated that I got stuck in my own box. ----- I'm always thinking about the complicated relationship between all of them. They all tried to kill each other in different timelines, but also still cared about each other in all of them. And being aware of how much malice you had towards a friend being just petty and stupid and admitting that to them is so scary. I think Carlos always thought Olivia was better than him in a social aspect because he was always the one to come up with a plan before anyone. He wanted to think his strengths were more valuable than Olivia's, when in reality they all had their own specialties--but he especially wanted to be better than Olivia in some aspect, because he was always challenged by her on a passive maturity level. In the end he lost and he's come to terms that he shouldn't have compared himself to someone who genuinely thought of him as just a friend and never a "true rival". Can you tell I think a lot about my minecraft ocs.
I got a lot to say about the ancients but even more so about Violet and Red. Their relationship has always been a sort of teacher/student type, where Red was brought into the world as another protector of humanity. And Violet knew how much influence he had over Red, being impressionable and a good guy. For the uninitiated, Ancient Violet's whole thing is being a Prophet for Prisma(honestly I'm still working on how his power actually works) So when he saw that his beloved Yellow dies in the future, he starts panicking and tries to stop it from happening. Unfortunately it happens anyways. After that, He kinda gets mega sad and Red tries to make him feel better, but Violet sends him on some sort of destiny defying mission to 1) get him to leave him alone, and 2) to see if its possible to go against his own prophecy abilities. Red does end up doing this, and Violet finally starts seeing the potential in Red's future in a kind of fucked up way. Violet starts using Red as a way to prepare the next generation of Spirit Hues by putting him thru HELL. (Especially after Prisma dies as well) (NOTE: New Spirit Hues are stronger than the last one in theory) This does turn into Violet having a lot of regret for putting Red thru so much shit just to justify his means of saving the world. Becus while this is all for Reviving Prisma, he knew it was never about her, it was always about Yellow. Anyways, he looks angry at Red becus he's mad it has to be him. Violet has to turn such a sweet guy into the closest definition of a god thru any means possible. The apple of his eye. He's bitten the Apple.(Figuratively and Literally)
Orange = King Snack White = Victus Snack is from a funny AU where its literally a sandbox-esque AU where the only rule is your OC needs to have a food name. The Name of the AU is called The Food Kingdom AU (FKAU for short--the FUCK AU LMAO) It's a lot of fun! He's my silly :3 He likes to eat magic for the real evil that is inside him--but thats for another time. Victus is being used for a DnD campaign as a necromancer patron for my bard/warlock Marbal. He loves to kill and revive things that have been killed. Also he's trapped in Marbal's body and he wants OUT. Victus' design is heavily refrencing Viego's colorscheme becus its awesome tbh and he also consumes magic just like Snack becus that just is cool tbh.
I REMEMBERED THE ALT TEXT This started off as me doing some notes for Red(current) and eventually became a whole thing about Them having a sibling dynamic. This is super canon too becus like, they do get to meet by the end of the story. Ancient Red is the resting bitch face gap moe king. He's actually very sweet, he's just cursed with looking like that. He's actually the youngest out of the Ancient Spirit Hues. Also, if you've noticed I DID change his hair from that ugly mullet to something more. cute. and iconic. I call it his goku hair. he's super anime shonen protag inspired becus I know what i'm about. The anime Ancient Red is showing Current Red is Princess Tutu(please watch it if you havent its literally peak story telling) I love the idea of him really being into shojou anime becus he loves cute things and the power of friendship. Also when they meet, Red wouldve remembered their old name(Oleander) and Ancient Red would be given his Title back as Spirit Hue Red. (Huge Lore Drop)
Fav Anime: Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood Best Story: Princess Tutu Fav Art Style: Soul Eater Biggest Personal Impact: Shugo Chara Best Fight scenes: Mob Psycho 100 Overhated: My Hero Academia Underrated: Ranking of King Overrated: Re: Zero - Starting Life in Another World Has Aged Well: Puella Magi Madoka Magica Criminally Overlooked: Talentless Nana Fav Protagonist: Ouran Highschool Host Club Fav Antagonist: Haikyuu!! Best Soundtrack: Promised Neverland Best Romance: My Love Story!! I want to talk about this one: Yuki Yuna is a Hero
I showed this to my friend in VC and they went "YOU..." when i revealed he's actually a hue-demon. THERES A REASON I HID HIS MOUTH IN HIS NORMAL DESIGN. FOR THE JUICY REVEAL. Anyways do you guys like my silly smoking guy with funny shades. I promise he's not a bad guy with an insane story behind him that actually reveals he's more fucked up than you could possibly imagine! /lies But Jay his sunglasses dont make sense, how do they sit on his face??? shut. the guy literally has a demon tail. there are more things to worry about that sunglass mechanics in my funny color world. kinda mad that smoking does make a character look cooler. i dont smoke and dont plan to but man fictional characters that smoke just look awesome?? plus i love drawing smoke its fun when i get really into it. my artistic mind when smoking is used as symbolism for anything other than addiction and is just cool to look at.
forgot i could just write stuff in here. anyways, this is Joy and Patrick meeting for the first time. If you don't know who they are--theyre my minecraft cow OCs, Joy is a Moobloom and Patrick is a Brown Mooshroom. Joy's always been an entitled little brat who eventually becomes a religious figure for the remote island they all live on. Patrick comes from a family of bakers, which i guess if you live on an island of cows youre kind of ballin' for life. All this to say Patrick's kind of the golden boy around town and always gets what he wants without friction and one day, unfortunately, he finds out that he likes when someone is a lil rude to him. Surely this doesn't awaken something within him in about 15 years time. On the flip side Joy is a very curious and skeptical cow who doesn't believe in something unless theres proof or a plausible way to prove it. Kind of a nerd. but theyre just SO RUDE. They want to believe in whimsy but theyre such a nerd they can't. Maybe that's why theyre so fucking rude all the damn time. I feel like after this exchange they go to Patrick's house which is also a bakery and Joy just starts demanding more bread to eat and Patrick is just like "Yes my liege, anything you want my liege!" "More! More bread!" "But I can't! My parents will kill me!" "I'm gonna kill you before they do if i don't get anymore!" And it's just a jump-cut to Joy laying on the floor with their belly full of pastries and Patrick hunched over in shame becus he doesn't understand why he's letting this yellow cow ruin his life. If you read this far you get 1(one) pat on the head :3