decaying court jester

@obliviousmystic.bsky.social

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🔞 Marya/29/she theatrical cybergrind & emo-violent rabbit chewing on microphone cables, smashing guitars through yr drumset. https://obliviousmystic.carrd.co Cybergrind City team Moirail: @lowercayce.bsky.social

once again i need to be put into this device
JAKE: Its decided then? DIRK: Seems so. DIRK: You can finally leave the closet. JAKE: Har, har. JAKE: Goofs aside, old buddy... JAKE: I get the strange sense i wont be speaking with you again. DIRK: You won't. Why would you? DIRK: You're normal now. JAKE: But- DIRK: You don't need him. JAKE: It feels good to pretend, though. JAKE: To hold on a little while longer. DIRK: Don't. JAKE: Fine! Fine... JAKE: Hope is the crummiest aspect of the lot, huh. JAKE: I swear the only time its worth a lick more than delusions and hot air JAKE: is if it really fucking hurts. DIRK: Welcome to being a person, Jake English.
DIRK: Who even gives a fuck? DIRK: This is some big philosophical philandering you're trying out, and we didn't even finish elementary school. DIRK: The best we've got to work with is whatever you gleaned from "My Dinner with Andre" and "Blade Runner." DIRK: And you fell asleep during "Andre." JAKE: Point taken. DIRK: Here's what we do know: when you face our friends tomorrow, they're gonna be none-the-wiser about the insane masturbatory matrix bullet time battles you've been having with yourself in your own head. DIRK: What will be real to them is what you DID. DIRK: That's it. DIRK: Show them you're trying. DIRK: Or don't, and get left behind. JAKE: Good god... JAKE: This is the worst pep talk... ever. DIRK: It's you, dude, what did you expect? JAKE: True.
JAKE: I know its not my fault janey got a bit rough and tumble with our relationship. That fundamentally, i didnt deserve it. JAKE: But that doesnt exactly make me a mensch by default, does it? JAKE: In fact i worry there might be more of me thats, well... inherently bad than not. JAKE: And thats why everything tends to get so furiously fucked all the time! JAKE: Everyone is waiting around for this better version of me to pop up, but thats never going to happen. JAKE: Because if it did, it wouldn't be me anymore.
arriving.
device for “””humane””” rabbit killing, severs their spinal cord.
sign on little league snack shack that says Little League Pledge I TRUST IN GOD I LOVE MY COUNTRY & WILL RESPECT ITS LAWS I WILL PLAY FAIR & STRIVE TO WIN BUT WIN OR LOSE I WILL ALWAYS DO MY BEST
two lesbian couples, one doomed staring, one cutesy kissing.
black & white cigarette smoking photo, “easy revenge” is written on the side of the cigarette, a reference to chainsaw man.