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Mature topics may be shown or discussed here: end user discretion is advised. games: https://ourashendoll.itch.io/ 💽 donation: https://ko-fi.com/ourashendoll ⭐️ website: https://ourashendoll.com (WIP) 📖 it/its | awoo beast

did you know? irradiated bodies are buried in concrete caskets lined with lead. organic bodies hold on to the powerful effects radioactivity to the point that we hunt the wild beasts at the sites of our mistakes ignoring the fact that they did not ask to be born wrong. i feel a great, mute fear compelling me towards inaction. these concrete streets are already my casket. i am already dead, i am already an ionized corpse. i am already buzzing with energy much much much too strong for others to deal with. i already know i am too much. i already know i am a shape that does not fit the puzzle. ashe blackwood
worksheet for useless girls this game is empty it is entirely empty of intention there is a space inbetween the many spaces that is where the instructions are held step 1: what do you see? step 2: what did you imagine? step 3: why are you attempting to divine meaning from the meaningless? ashe blackwood
TO ALL THOSE THAT WISH TO DISAPPEAR here's another game for you to play: YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE NO MARK you may only play if you have a basilisk wrapped around your heart i pray you do not because it is killing me so very slowly. when someone makes your heart feel full cut a line into it with a knife or pen note down the date and make sure to say thank you you must do this every time so that when you delude yourself into thinking that you can never be loved your heart will pump, let all the venom seep out, and you will die because you were ungrateful. ashe blackwood
how to disappear (in a way that no one will notice.) the rules of this game are simple: if you want to become an angel pick a direction ANY DIRECTION and run. LEAVE NO TRACE PRAY FOR FORGIVENESS if you're ever found (and i hope you aren't) you lose. ashe blackwood i am alive, so disgustingly terribly alive. so horrifyingly awfully alive. I can feel that signal sound over 50 cycles a hum of a new world, electric
FINISH YOUR WORK or I WILL KILL YOU EACH DAY YOU INTEND TO WORK ON A PROJECT, IDENTIFY A TARGET IF YOU DON'T REACH THAT TARGET, YOU WILL BE SHOT IN THE HEAD WINNER GETS TO LIVE TRY FOR A HIGH SCORE!
My heart stops far more often than I care to admit. That vital pulse arrested, seized, interrupted, That shallow breath caught and caught, and caught, by simple fact: that there could, in a world of misery be a reason for it to drum on.
good night;. i talked abou nonbinary identity being something like pareidoilia;. to me; my identity is the experience of recognising a fake thing as real;. do you see a person in the clouds? do you see a person in me?
good afternoon;i don;t pray for a better tomorrow anymore;. unmentionabl vermin add me to lists to accuse me of being a pedophile; a tacit implication that iam unpersonable; exempt from humanity,determinably deficient in a moralistic capacity. if the list can't exist because it breaks guidelines;why is it that im capable of being seen on it still? hekki today hasbeen a hard day. there are many things to be thankful for. i just find it hard to be thankful for them right now. i saw a spider dead on the ground today; theyalways looklikethyeare in agonywith their legs pointing to the sky like that. i am afraid thatithaslaiditseggs under my bed and that i will be eatn alive inmysleep. verminarts rely on sanguinetracing; theindividualcellsofvermin matter surviveby millions in a dropletofwater;--infection of cells come byasecondofsecondofamoment. adrop ofverminblood::semen::saliva::sweat is enough to innoculate thousands;. thereis acorpse in my bed; i am expectedto sleep with it. itscoldflesh is repulsive tome;and iam expected to sleep with it. its eyesarestill open and i am expceted to sleep with it. i can feel my throatclaosing with mpanic and i am expected to sleep wtih it. i think that if love was real; you wouldnt do this to me.