Doubly Dead Girl

@ravengough.co.uk

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35yo || not a girl || not a person || not alive || not safe for work || not English || hi/hir

Lestat De Lioncourt with blood all over his face neck and chest
Selfie of a trans woman with dark hair wearing big framed glasses and a black corset over a black T shirt in front of a cathedral spire
Newspaper headline "repurpose womens prisons for men. Campaigners tell PM. Senior Tories say move could help avoid offenders being released early"
Photograph of a sculpture in which a man stares into a mirror ball
Selfie of a woman wearing a black T shirt and the words lesbian disaster written over a picture of the Hindenburg crash in lesbian flag colours
Yippee creature surrounded by blood
Quinn (Xe/xer/any. Role: Treasurer/Accounts) Oh honey that’s breathtaking, the garish contrast between the hypermasculine and the hyperfeminine that you’ve managed to capture is making my queer heart a-flutter! You’ve inspired me to bust out the fake beard tonight.
Zoolander so hot right now
Hey I'm MTF 35 years as a human 8 years as a trans woman
Instagram comment that reads "every time I see a picture of you it's like you're becoming more and more yourself. Aspirational
At the same time, he knew that his father was his competitor, and he held in check a murderous aggressiveness toward him. The reason he held it in check was that he knew the father was physically stronger than he and that the result of an open fight would be the father’s victory and the castration of the son. Hence the horror of blood, of mutilation, of the female genitals that seemed to have been mutilated; they testified that castration was a fact.
Screenshot of Gabriella from The Vampire Lestat absolutely thriving eating her own children
Mirror selfie of a girl with Ponytail and glasses wearing a black tank top
Homer Simpson talking to Bart Simpson about how this is the worst day of Bart's life so far
Selfie of a lesbian couple in a big TV studio warehouse
Thumbnail for Scintillae podcast season 2 episode 2 with Alisha on the left and Raven on the right. In the middle is the cover of Estro Junkies by Talia Bhatt and Beth Leigh-Ann
Mirror selfie of a pale woman in a black velvet crop top and baggy black trousers
Photograph of the physical copy of Estro Junkies with a vial of estrogen and a syringe on top
Screenshot of Kate Bush looking wide eyed into the camera from the music video for Wuthering Heights
Scene from Never ending story, a young boy pulls a white horse from a bog
A woman proudly holding her egg
Should estrogens give you any mental effects right after you take them? So me and buddy of mine (both AMABs around 20) decided to take around i think 12-15mg estrogen sublingually just to see what it does to us. Yes we are stupid, but hey, you can't know until you tried (and oh boy do i regret it). After few hours for me it kinda felt like taking edible with some coffee. Reminded me of syrian rue, just lot more sedating and chilled with some brain fog and this weird euphoria i didn't felt on any other substance. The closest i would describe it was LSD, but even that was much more different than this. My less experienced friend said it felt somewhat same, though he didn't have any big brain fog. It was just this weird peace with the world, ourselves and everything as he described it and i agree. It lingered for around 18 hours and then slowly started fading away until we both got terrible withdrawals where for everything felt like shit. I genuinely completely stopped interacting even with my closest friends and hasn't answered to any of them back yet. It's been around 5 days since this little experiment, and I am a little more fine now. But i am just wondering what the hell was that about? Have any of you have similar experience or was it just us?
Selfie of a trans woman with purple hair and fresh bangs