Sebastian James🥀🩸

@sebjameswrites.bsky.social

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Writer of queer fantasy where the horrors persist, but so does the love 🌿💀 28 | He/Him | Queer 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 | Neurodivergent | POTSie | Welsh | Cursed cryptid energy WIP - Editing 🌿💀 WIP- Drafting 🩸⛪ (66.2k/90k)

A very ruffled and distressed looking feather that fades from black to grey to white.
A golden prosciutto and brie omelette on a yellow plate.
A real laptop laying on a mustard yellow blanket with a deep green notebook slightly overlaying the keyboard on the left.
Four colours stacked on top of each other. A deep crimson, a hot magenta, a muted lilac, and a deep purple.
A selfie of me, bald 🥚
A selfie of me (Seb), a trans guy with short hair, round glasses, multiple piercings, and short facial hair smiling at the camera. I am sat on a black gaming chair with white lining.
A panel from Black Butler of Grell and Madame Red with Sebastian thinking "red is for strong women"
A photo of my freshly done tattoo. On the outside of my left forearm is a portrait of Copia from Ghost in his batwing outfit. The wings frame the portrait at the bottom, and at the top is a cracked, gothic arch.
A square made up of nine smaller squares each containing a photo. 1. A red hued photo of someone's jaw. They're baring their fangs with blood staining their chin and next. 2. A mouth down to chest photo of a blood covered man in a white shirt. 3. A silhouette of a man with long hair sat painting on a canvas on an easel. 4. A side profile silhouette of a man with a rosary in his mouth. 5. A hand holding a human heart. Blood seeps down the hand and wrist. 6. A priest with his back to the camera on his knees and praying in front of a cross. 7. A red hued photo of a grand stained glass church window. 8. Two hands press on the chest of a man whose shirt is open. Blood is visible under the hands. 9. A little old church sits in front of a treeline.
Two trans guys smiling at the camera. The guy on the left is smiling with his teeth, and has deep purple hair, and the guy on the right (me) has brown, greying hair and facial hair, and is wearing glasses.
The room erupted with applause, bachelorettes and parents alike giddy at the opportunity to solidify their status and protection within the Thorne family. Edric leaned down, his cracked lips close to his son’s ear and hissed his commands. “Go and mingle. Smile and be pleasant, and do not give anyone even the slightest inclination that you’re not interested in any of these fine ladies.”
A bowl of prawn katsu curry with sticky rice 🤤
"I confess my sins to God every night", he said. "Who are you?" "Now, now, you know that you are not allowed to ask that, Father", the voice replied, tutting at his question. "Under typical circumstances, no. But there is nothing typical about this. There is nothing typical about you." There was certainly nothing typical about the bold his voice had on Elias. "Tell me... Are you a messenger for [REDACTED]" "What a wicked curiosity you possess..." The voice drawled, the smirk clear in his words. "I shall grant you an answer if you first tell me what makes you question me."
A selfie of me (a trans guy with short brown hair, round glasses, and facial hair) smiling at the camera. I have several piercings including brand new double nostrils!
A square made up of nine smaller squares each containing a photo. 1. A red hued photo of someone's jaw. They're baring their fangs with blood staining their chin and next. 2. A mouth down to chest photo of a blood covered man in a white shirt. 3. A silhouette of a man with long hair sat painting on a canvas on an easel. 4. A side profile silhouette of a man with a rosary in his mouth. 5. A hand holding a human heart. Blood seeps down the hand and wrist. 6. A priest with his back to the camera on his knees and praying in front of a cross. 7. A red hued photo of a grand stained glass church window. 8. Two hands press on the chest of a man whose shirt is open. Blood is visible under the hands. 9. A little old church sits in front of a treeline.
A gorgeous black and white horse with an emo fringe.
A little cream dog with one floppy ear and one pointed ear happily approaching the camera with her tongue out at the beach.
A very sweet looking cream dog with one floppy ear and one upright ear gazing lovingly at the camera.
Chibi art keychains of my two main characters Florian and Elias with lilac bat clasps. Elias is on the right, a tanned man with dark hair, eye bags, and a five o'clock shadow. He has honey brown eyes and a tiny little cat smile. Florian is on the left, he is very pale with pointed ears and fangs, brown shoulder length hair with a white section in the fringe, magenta eyes and lilac eyeshadow, purple dangle earrings, and several beauty marks on his face.
"I was attacked", Elias blurted out in his panic. His heart thundered in his ribcage, and he felt far more like prey than be had when he was mere inches away from [redacted]. "I didn't see what it was, and I think it ran off but I'm feeling a little queasy..."
A very fat beagle side eyeing the camera on a very worn patch of grass. The text underneath reads- This is the immunity dog, he will protect you from "Your mother will die in her sleep tonight if you don't reply to this" and other likewise posts. He will also protect you from the "No immunities" posts as well, so nothing can stop this dog from protecting you. Take good care of him, he is a good dog.
An image with a flat little hamster in the centre. Surrounding it are the words Internal rage Sensitive soul I feel you Self-conscious Fear of rejection Calm outside Deep talker Homebody Sharp intuition
Chibi art of my two main characters Florian and Elias on a deep crimson background. Elias is in the top left, a tanned man with dark hair, eye bags, and a five o'clock shadow. He has honey brown eyes and a tiny little cat smile. Florian is in the bottom right, he is very pale with pointed ears and fangs, brown shoulder length hair with a white section in the fringe, magenta eyes and lilac eyeshadow, purple dangle earrings, and several beauty marks on his face.
A photo of the starry night sky with Orion's belt visible
A ginger cat gazing up at the camera with love in his eyes. He's wearing a collar with a little grim reaper charm on it and laying on a purple blanket. He has a white paw and a pink nose.
A picrew of two hands with their pinky fingers interlocked on a purple background. The hand on the left is lightly tanned and is loosely grasping a rose, while the hand on the right is pale and holding a paintbrush.
"Ladies and gentlemen, and all residents of Grimswick, thank you all for coming at such short notice", Father Everett began, his deep voice commanding the buzz of the crowd to silence. "I am terribly sorry to inform you that this is not a joyous occasion. In fact, I have gathered you all together to inform you of some terrible news for your own safety. Last night, I found one of our own residents, Mr Harold Attwood deceased in the woods behind the church." As quickly as the crowd had fallen silent, it erupted into panicked chatter. Florian joined in, attempting to mask his lack of surprise as Artemis clung to him. However, as he glanced down to check in on her, he noticed that she didn't seem upset. The ghost of a smile was still tugging at her lips.
A black and white photo with a slight lilac tinge of me, a trans guy with piercings and neat facial hair facing the camera at a three quarters angle and smiling softly. There is ivy in the background and I'm wearing my round glasses.
Chibi art of my two main characters Florian and Elias on a deep crimson background. Elias is in the top left, a tanned man with dark hair, eye bags, and a five o'clock shadow. He has honey brown eyes and a tiny little cat smile. Florian is in the bottom right, he is very pale with pointed ears and fangs, brown shoulder length hair with a white section in the fringe, magenta eyes and lilac eyeshadow, purple dangle earrings, and several beauty marks on his face.
Florian examined their interactions in his mind; Dahlia's timidness and the way Harold's face had dropped when she asked him a simple yet polite question, and even more glaring, the way that Artemis had stated that they wouldn't be following the couple into the church when that had been the one thing she had seemed so excited to experience today. If the stories she had heard were true, then why was he being welcomed into the church so willingly? Was it ignorance, or was the church wilfully protecting those who entered its old walls despite their crimes? Whichever it was, Florian found himself intrigued.
A cube of 9 squares. 1. A close up of a vampire baring its fangs 2. A stained glass window 3.a cropped image of a priest 4. Side silhouette of lips with a rosary hanging from the mouth 5. Side silhouette of two men about to kiss 6. A confessional booth 7. Bloody vampire lips and fangs 8. An old small church 9. Silhouette of a man painting on a canvas set on an easel
A little old black and white rat in a yellow hammock with grey fur lining.
A cube of 9 squares. 1. A close up of a vampire baring its fangs 2. A stained glass window 3.a cropped image of a priest 4. Side silhouette of lips with a rosary hanging from the mouth 5. Side silhouette of two men about to kiss 6. A confessional booth 7. Bloody vampire lips and fangs 8. An old small church 9. Silhouette of a man painting on a canvas set on an easel
A close-up of a ginger cat's face with his little pink nose front and center. A little white paw is positioned next to the right of his face in the photo.
"It's simple", Florian shrugged. [REDACTED SPOILER] "I told you to be serious, Florian." Elias blanched at how differently his name felt leaving his lips compared to the way it had burst from him the previous night. He was furious that his thoughts had the audacity to linger there for even a moment when he wanted nothing more than to subject this man to torment it silver and prayer. "Can you wipe that smirk off your face for two minutes and help me with this situation I'm in because of you?" "I am helping you", Florian said, smirk still plastered on his pale face. "All you would need to do is lie again, and you have demonstrated that you are very skilled at that. It would not be farfetched to suggest [REDACTED SPOILER] I think it is a rather elegant solution, don't you agree?"
A cube of 9 squares. 1. A close up of a vampire baring its fangs 2. A stained glass window 3.a cropped image of a priest 4. Side silhouette of lips with a rosary hanging from the mouth 5. Side silhouette of two men about to kiss 6. A confessional booth 7. Bloody vampire lips and fangs 8. An old small church 9. Silhouette of a man painting on a canvas set on an easel
"Brutes like that should always be absent. Absent from the church, absent from the streets, and absent from life." Absent from life. Now that was a compelling thought. Harold had clearly only been inviting Artemis to the inn; it was evident that he was interested in her. But after the way that she had tensed up at his appearance, Florian wasn't going to subject her to a second meeting. No, he would go alone. Usually, his visits to the inn were for his own carnal desires, but he had a strong feeling that he would get great enjoyment out of this meeting too. "The winds of fate change so rapidly. Sooner or later, he will meet someone who can beat him at his own game", Florian mused.
A selfie of Seb (a white trans man with round glasses, short brown hair, facial piercings and near facial hair) sat on a black gaming chair with a ginger cat stood on his lap. The cat is looking up and off to the side, and appears to be smiling.
"And what do black roses symbolise?" Florian's eyes met Elias's, and for once, their gazes fully connected. "Death. In the simple sense, anyway. But I always choose to see the deeper meaning." "What deeper meaning could there be to death?" Elias asked, and Florian chuckled. "Is that really something that you should be questioning, Father? I thought that death was only the beginning here", he teased. "Nevertheless, what I choose to see it as is the death of a state of being. A rebirth."
His ruined back collided against the rough stones, and before he had a chance to catch his breath, warm lips crashed against his in a starved kiss. Blood was forced between his lips, the sickly taste invading his mouth and heightening his twisted yearning as those deadly fangs grazed against his lips. The kiss was over as quickly as he'd been pinned to the wall, and Elias leaned back against it, his knees weak and his head spinning with a myriad of feelings he had long suppressed.
The confessions I received were much of the same that I am used to hearing. Of course, I instructed each person on how best to redeem themselves so that they can receive your glory and salvation, but then it was my final confession which proved to be my biggest challenge of the day. I don't take any pride in what I am about to confess.
Florian shook his head and gradually lowered himself to his knees next to her in the dirt, plucking a few stray tufts of green from amongst the marigolds. "No, but I believe Artemis still has more of her purchases from the bakery to be used tonight. I cannot be certain, but I think I overheard the cook saying he would prepare some stew to have with the bread. How are you feeling? I know it has been a rather... Frightful day." Elinor released a shuddered breath, gathering up the weeds she'd pulled and dropped onto the ground and setting them into a bucket. "I am terrified, Florian... That attack... It's awful, no matter what caused it. I can't risk losing you too, Florian, I just can't."
Just as Father Everett approached to offer the grieving widow some comfort, her tears began to flow again, except this time, she was smiling. Not just smiling but laughing. A hysterical sound that felt so out of place in the middle of a panicked scene, but she showed no sign of stopping.
Even though Florian had just witnessed Elias lying to a room full of people, he again found himself impressed at his ability to smoothly spin the truth to his face. "A dark red or crimson rose usually signifies a deep, passionate love or an intense desire, something that would probably lead you to having to say a few extra prayers at night", Florian said, smirking as Elias's eyelid twitched. "But black roses are incredibly rare... If someone was perhaps trying to breed some, then working from crimson would be the best way."
Ginger cat hiding in a safe green blanket, only the top of his head and one white paw with pink beans are visible.
A selfie of Seb (a trans guy with facial piercings, short brown hair, short facial hair, and round glasses) smiling at the camera.
A selfie of Seb (a trans man with lots of facial piercings, short hair, and round glasses) sat on some stairs that are decorated with ivy giving a ginger cat a kiss while the cat presses his nose up to Seb's lips.
85% paladin, 80% druid, 75% barbarian, sorcerer, and wizard
A fluffy brown and white cat swiping at a piece of fabric with an open mouth and wild eyes.
A pretty, fluffy chocolate brown and white cat laid on its back looking sweet.
A little old black rat with a white muzzle and pink ears against a black background.
A beautiful ginger cat laid on his side with one paw outstretched towards the camera.
A photo of a very full desk. My pc is showing the genshin impact loading screen, and a bulbasaur figure and a crocheted triceratops lay under it. I have lots of fandom merch scattered around my desk, including Handsome Jack merchandise, Copia from Ghost, and Alastor's microphone from Hazbin Hotel.
Three people flipping off the theatre showing Harry Potter and the Cursed Child
The outside of the Kit Kat Club in London! A beautiful white building with a sign reading KITKATCLUB and a black banner with the club's eye symbol on it.
A portrait style digital drawing of my vampire MC. He has shoulder length brown hair with white streaks, pointed ears, three beauty marks on his face (one under his right eye, one under his nose, and one just below his lips), and purple eyeshadow above his magenta eyes.
A cube of 9 squares. 1. A close up of a vampire baring its fangs 2. A stained glass window 3.a cropped image of a priest 4. Side silhouette of lips with a rosary hanging from the mouth 5. Side silhouette of two men about to kiss 6. A confessional booth 7. Bloody vampire lips and fangs 8. An old small church 9. Silhouette of a man painting on a canvas set on an easel
A lilac background containing 9 square images. 1. Two crossing swords 2. The silhouette of two men against the night sky 3. Black hands reaching through a thick smog 4. Distorted humanoid shadows 5. A skeletal hand locking pinkies with a human hand 6.the masts and sails of a ship 7. A hand reaching out of the ocean up towards a full moon 8.a deer skeleton 9. A frigid frozen mountainscape
A cute ginger cat smiling up at the camera with one paw outstretched. He's resting on a purple blanket.
Screenshot from an unus annus video of a close up of Eef's face with tears in his eyes and the word "PAIN" next to it