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WIP of an illustration of a corrupted Pure Vanilla. Meant to be a fusion with the Ultimate Dough, but I don't quite feel satisfied with it yet. I think I'd like to skew it closer to Shadow Milk's Ulti design, if I do more with it. Very long explanation of the design as is: His upper body is covered in a viscous black fluid, visually playing on the chocolate syrup in his normal costumes. The actual substance would be closer to polluted syrup and oil. Psilocybin mushrooms (or magic mushrooms) are growing out of him and emitting spores. His chest is severely cracked. His hair drapes over his shoulders and loops around his wrists. The latter is because this PV's hair is meant to double as thread to puppet and move other things. His eye is barely visible through his hair, the iris dripping down like a tear. A feral grin also peaks through his hair.
Doodle of Guts from Berserk, focused on his face.
Two identical "Adult Content" labels, one given by @moderation.bsky.app, one given by me.
Shadow Milk with angelic features. Only one eye is visible, and it's dripping / melting like a tear. His scar is warped, and the other half of his face is glitching out. He has a white halo with a very faint image of his milkcrown in it. His wings are milky white, and his hair is relatively flatter, flowing into a lake of milk like a waterfall. He has a very small toga wrapped around his midsection, baring his chest with his soul jam embedded unevenly into it. The painting is mostly black and white, but there's a faint overlay of a blue gradient on top over Shadow Milk's body and yellow gradient on the lake of milk.
Screenshot of the Krita Ten Brushes script window. Shows 4 brush presets set with a custom keyboard shortcut, and blank presets with the default Ctrl+Alt+[number] keyboard shortcut.
Lemon, flustered and poking her fingers together: "Mash, be honest... Do you l-like me?" Mash: "No."
Concepts related to the AU: text: "AU where Bubble / blue AI gets a body. Bubble un-abstracts people to spite Caine, relatively better at reading emotions. Mean. Scratch back! Jax back! and trans!" The most important images are: Jax in a feminine outfit that takes some aspects from Caine, including his bowtie on her head. Bubble with a body, similar to Caine with the floating head, but more designed around clown imagery. Scratch looking nervous. There's a small doodle to the side of Bubble telling Caine "KYS." Jax and Scratch also have visual errors on their body, meant to represent "scars" from their abstraction. Tried to mimic the glitchy effect Pomni and Ragatha got when touching an abstraction with that.
Shadow Milk as an extremely young child, holding Pure Vanilla's hand. Shadow Milk has a pacifier in his mouth, a flower in his hair, a small dress, and a bunny plush. Pure Vanilla is wearing a simple robe and holding a basket in his other hand.
Fwukipap (OC) reference
Screenshot of my VGen services on sale (30% off) for pride month. Both are sketch / doodle services, one SFW and one NSFW.
text: "This show will not fail." SMC, trying not to sob. doodle: Shadow Milk crying and smiling in extreme rage.
Doodle tracing the "ok grandma" meme, Shadow Milk is the grandma because he is Unwell. Shadow Milk: "The Ultimate Dough corrupts from within, worming into the depths of your mind and whispering to you." Black Sapphire: "Oh! That's... very powerfl, Master Shadow Milk Cookie! Are you sure you're ok??" (internally screaming FUCK)
Using the 17th CookieRun Day Letter template, modified to be themed around Shadow Milk. "To: Shadow Milk, From: Mocha Cream. Master Shadow Milk Cookie, Thank you for letting me witness your great story. Fate has been unkind to you and many others, but fate is nothing to a playwright such as yourself. Who cares what the witches want? What those fools think? Your story is yours to write, your dough is yours to mould. You are an inspiration and muse to me. May we take the future we want by our own hands. Your loyal servant, Mocha Cream Cookie"
PV wanders around, feeling sick. PV (thinking): "I've been a bit sick lately, mild enough to disregard. I shouldn't... But work needs to be done... For now, I'm just making an effort to rest."
Doodle of the situation described in post. I see a brown blob and a rabbit, don't connect the two. I walk forward, closer to the brown blob, thinking "weird." Then the brown blob reveals itself to be two baby rabbits, one bolting away and the other still.
guy sweating profusely, digging nails inot their thigh, labeled "death grip"
Since I'm a little obsessed, headcanons related to Dough Trio and Mocha Cream. I don't think it counts as headcanons for an OC but yknow. - Since Mocha Cream is a sona, slapping on my irl traits: they're a transmasc enby, disabled, and chronically ill. So they relate in certain ways to Dough Trio because of their own experiences with persistent pain and exhaustion. - Mocha Cream learned rudimentary healing from Cream Ferret and general magic from the academy in the Vanilla Kingdom. They heal themself and sometimes help the Dough Trio when they can. - The Dough Trio all have very weird bodies. DEC didn't exactly make them well, they're already canonically falling apart at the seams and in constant pain. But beyond that, I think some of their body systems just malfunction out of nowhere. Maybe they lose vision out of nowhere, an organ ruptures, something grows somewhere it shouldn't, a chemical in the body is over- or under-produced.
Mocha Cream blushes and tries to explain / backtrack offering to command Mold Dough. Meanwhile Mold Dough is shivering and kinda just staring at Mocha Cream stumble over themself. Mold Dough (thoughts): Hm. Didn't expect them to offer... Should I trust it? Orders...
Mold Dough: "Command me." Mocha cream is blushing and caught off gaurd, sputtering and confused.
Dough Trio hanging out. Venom and Pom-Pom argue loudly while Mold sits and watches them. Mold Dough Cookie (thoughts): It's strange. No orders. No war. Just...peace. Futile fights. We lived.
(Cookie Chat screenshot) Mold Dough Cookie: "Command me." MyCookie: "😲 I don't want to order you around!" Mold Dough Cookie: "Is that so? Time will tell." MyCookie: "🤔"
Doodle sprite of the pestering Cookie from the Lake of Truth segment in Beast Yeast episode 14.
BATON ROUGE, La. (AP) — In Louisiana, a proposal to strengthen the law against bestiality is facing unexpected opposition from conservative lawmakers who see it as an underhanded move to strike the state’s unconstitutional ban on sodomy. Creating a new, wide-ranging anti-bestiality law would untangle the offense from the ban on sodomy in Louisiana’s “crime against nature " statute, prompting some lawmakers to label the measure a sly chess move. “This bill was written because the far left wants to undermine our other laws that protect family and traditional values that the people of Louisiana hold dear,” said Sen. Ryan Gatti, a Republican who was one of 10 senators to vote against the bill. “That was our concern, that it most likely will be used as a Trojan horse to delete the sodomy law,” he said.
Shadow Milk Cookie's Soul Jam as a cosplay prop. Soul Jam itself is a 3D print (https://www.printables.com/model/1289322-soul-jam-of-deceit), painted with acrylic / sharpie, sealed with epoxy and an initial layer of mod podge. Backer is cardboard painted with acrylic / sharpie.
Shadow Milk crawling on the ground, badly injured. Gingerbright looks very hyper and excited. Gingerbrave, Strawberry Cookie, and Wizard Cookie stare at her in horror/shock. In the corner, T-posing Gingerbright sprite captioned "war criminal." Gingerbright: "Look at him! Cute! Poor lil' guy..."
3D print of Shadow Milk's Soul Jam. Pretty sure the file was from: https://www.printables.com/model/1289322-soul-jam-of-deceit The paint job here is ugly as sin, but I didn't have the paint colors I wanted for it and now I got practice with the paci!!
Blue adult pacifier with a painted Soul Jam of Deceit. I used sharpie to define and outline the shapes, acrylic paint for the colors, and sealed the whole thing in epoxy.
In a previous report, Ms. Alsalem called for both production and possession of explicit content to criminalized, calling it “torture” and a violation of human dignity. Explicitly disregarding direct requests by sex workers for respect and dignity, she called the difference between sex work and trafficking “artificial” and insisted on using the term "prostituted women" to describe them.
Shadow Milk with a pacifier sleeping on PV. Shadow Milk has a soft pajama dress. PV has his undershirt and gloves, plus loose pants.
FCC comment I wrote about 19-41: "Repeatedly industries and government have attempted to censor art they find uncomfortable. Notable examples include the Comics Code Authority and Hayes Code. This docket frames transgender identity and gender as a controversial issue, but this is nonsense. Trans people belong in society. Should we also warn about the presence of women or black individuals? Themes around civil rights or diversity? Diversity itself seem equally controversial to this admin. The sections about public comment and participation seem fine, though I worry the section on religious community involvement is essentially intended to bolster efforts to exclude queer folks and erase any lifestyle or perspective that isn't the Christian ideal this admin supposedly represents."
Shadow Milk doodle where he looks kinda goofy
Had a very Shadow Milk coded thought. Basically when I started more openly stimming with my paci, I felt a bit of shame about it? Hard not to sometimes with all the ableism and cringe culture BS baked into society, but the specific thought that was extremely SM was like, very spitefully blaming people that have hurt me or really failed me for that. "Look at what I've been reduced to by you." I caught that pretty quickly because like... reduced to? This stuff is liberating, and a big part of my values and what I want means that kind of thing just being ok and chill. I want to be in spaces where being a bit of a freak is fine. But with how common it is to shame and mock people being a little too weird publicly, like how much people get bent out of shape about "Disney adults", it's hard not to feel shame and fear about my own weirdness. So yknow let's use these freaks as therapy!
Shadow Milk whining excitedly while doodling on paper. He has a pacifier, his hair in a high bun, and frilly clothes on.
ES: "enojado" - un dibujo de Shadow Milk en que él es enojado EN: "enojado" - a drawing of Shadow Milk where he's mad Also played with SM's busted eye in this expression, assuming it has a limited range of movement. So his functional eye is open wide as fuck, iris shrunk to a point, while the injured eye is only slightly open and the iris isn't shrinking like it should.
ES: "conejo" - con un dibujo de Shadow Milk como un conejo EN: "conejo" - with a drawing of Shadow Milk as a rabbit
Concept I am pondering: As he's redeemed, Shadow Milk becomes way more honest. Not Sage of Truth levels, but he's opening up to the people he trusts most. And his Deceit isn't lost, just transformed into healthier outlets: storytelling, pranks, exploration. In turn, Pure Vanilla starts to lie a decent bit. Again, not a total conversion, but he allows a little Deceit in his heart. The lies are subtle, moments where he excuses himself with a fib or plays dumb. He also fucks with Shadow Milk a lot. By this point, they've gotten close, intimate, and PV learns more about SM and his life as the Fount. He also learns about the society Fount came from, and notes customs around romantic partners. Subtle cues and norms to flirt or display intentions.