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![[11:22] Me: Struggling to do so right now however, this becrippling brain o' mine
[11:23] Friend: Perhaps you need motivation.
[11:30] Me: I need the execrable thing to work as I will it to rather than fight me and itself at any given moment. I need to write more of the commissions I am obligated to scribe, yet all my brain wants to do is write useless poetic phrases in my work notebook. Looking at a document I need to continue brings nothing but solemn pain and sorrow. I am sick of it.
[11:32] Friend: Ah- that kind of block. I assume you just need to get it all out then.
[11:33] Me: Every time heretofore where this misfortune befalls me it takes months to undo; most recently, two years.
[11:35] Me: I have to push my ADHD screening back again because my Health insurance will not slot into place till the first of June. Without it, the appointment is 1500 usd.
[11:37] Me: So I can have the joyous pleasure to work, to earn the right to work, to earn the right to give myself the right to buy myself the right to live.
[11:37] Friend: What a lovely dystopia
[11:37] Me: Its some divine comedy that I am still suffering
[11:37] Me: Yet I persist
[11:38] Me: Sorry, I really did not want to come to you with this
[11:39] Friend: Yet you did. I assume you yearn for someone to hear you or understand. Which the latter I cannot do, yet I can listen and possibly provide solutions.
[11:40] Me: Maybe I do, or maybe I just grasp at the fleeting strands of connection I have to the world beyond mine mindlessly, pouring out to anyone unfortunate enough to be caught in the web
[11:41] Me: Truely I am sorry it ends up being you
[11:42] Friend: Try sleep deprivation.
[11:43] Me: I live deprived of the free trial of death.](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:4eql3i5fm7utp7fwxkqdk4kx/bafkreie5saqcs7br6b4ozyipc5p6zy6mpo5jzfm5amrjzsjmcpiczmeoqm)
