Nyar (^•⩊•^)

@systematic.love

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they/he/ae/aer ✞ 26🔞 ✞ EN🇨🇦/日本語🔰 Fluffy dragon, alleged sysadmin, and mediocre Wacca player. I am very normal about Lucemon FM 🤍🖤 My site → https://fear.garden

2026.02.09 - Identity and the physical form The older I get the more I realise that nothing matters and that there are no truly “definitive” labels for anyone. Identity is subjective, fluid, and sometimes even a collective of sorts. I would say my main identity is as **genderless** — I am both male and female, yet I am also neither male nor female. Everything and nothing. I have no real interest in medical transition of any kind because 1) there is no sort of surgery that could give me what I want, and 2) the body is not and never will be reflective of the mind, as it is nothing but a physical form. I’ve had a disconnect from my physical body for years at this point, and I don’t think my body is anything beyond just a reflection of my personal tastes and financial limitations. Sometimes it’s even jarring when I hear the assumptions people make based on appearance because I forget “oh yeah, this isn’t who I am.” The more I delve into **certain topics** the more I become certain that the physical form is mostly irrelevant, especially as you hack apart the mind into multiple smaller pieces to play with. The more pieces there are, the less it matters and the less it conveys what is truly inside. There is no solution for this.
From Nyalra's blog: "Imaginary friends are something deeply personal to me as well. In middle school, I played every bishoujogame I could get my hands on, lived alongside an ideal little sister constructed entirely inside my head, and waited for my mother—who only occasionally came home."
Comment from Nyalra's latest blog post: "P's status as an "imaginary friend" was also pretty disappointing in my opinion, really felt like P could have played a really large and important role if he had been an actual character, much like it was hinted at in the anthology's chapters (chapters 17 + 26). personally dropping the series, but it was good while it lasted."
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