terence wiggins

@theblacknerd.bsky.social

3020 Followers 146 Following

Writer, baker, photographer, podcaster. I just want to play videogames. https://linktr.ee/theblacknerd

Hello all, I cannot apologize enough for my actions or thank anyone enough for their support. One of my anxiety habits is to try and fix any problem I have caused immediately. I cannot handle when I feel like someone is mad at or feel like someone hates me and when I've been off my anxiety medication, in the midst of drug withdrawal, everything is magnified to catatrosphic levels. None of this excuses my behavior towards Grace or anyone I interacted with. I felt scared and trapped inside my own skin and like my body was trying to grow out of it. I felt like I was both in control and out of control when I was clearly so out of control that I couldn't see it. It was gross behavior, I betrayed my own thoughts and morals and hurt someone that actually cared about me and someone I actually cared for. I have had a lot of incidents this year on this website with racism or a lot of people getting mad at me and it was all happening again but I couldn't take it because I was off my medication. T
Samson the dog with his mouth open
Black and gold ornate bedding
Family Guy Brian & Stewie Metal Font T-shirt from Hot Topic
Sonic the Hedgehog Adult Deluxe Costume
Me looking down at the camera
Baby Girls Baby Boys Gender Neutral
BIG ASS FANS
A tube of 8 Greens dietary supplement and LiquidIV powder packet
Mickey Mouse with awful body proportions and his body is a full skeleton and he's wearing shoes and holding a pumpkin and there's also bats there
A target listing for a Sonic the Hedgehog plush featuring the villain from the 2006 Sonic the Hedgehog game
selfie in the mirror. All black outfit, shirt that reads EXTRA STRONG
Samson the dog smiling at you
Samson, a labradoodle, smiling upwards towards the camera
two panels from the comic Three Word Phrase where a man is confused and the speech bubbles have a bunch of question marks
a manga exclusive Sonic the Hedgehog character named Miss Wing who looks like if Sonic was a woman with longer hair
"Saturn Devouring His Son" by Francisco Goya
New Leaves by Owen
Me holding a gin and tonic
blurred in the foreground is my hand holding baby carrots while Samson stares on excitedly
Me with a headset and sitting in front of my microphone
Showing off my new shirt. It's white with drawn pink and orange flowers and text that reads STAY FRESH
A screengrab from Futurama where a robot doctor has a switch that says "Irreverent" and "Maudlin"
Me, black mohawk with ombre tips, floral shirt, black square glasses, Kingdom Hearts necklace
Sonic the hedgehog toy sitting in a toy desk chair
10-piece Classic Sonic the Hedgehog figure set
Some kind of kids game called Doo Doo Kangaroo
beagle puppy
Samson lying in the vet's office floor with a soft cone on
Laffy taffy fruit combos
An ad for Nights Into Dreams for the Sega Saturn with the words "Why live in the World when you can live in your bed?"
Twinkies And Meat
the PS1 Batman & Robin game cover with Knuckles from Sonic edited in
a generic white man's head on top of a LEGO body
Leatherface's head edited on top of Gex's body and the text reads GEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE
a silver dorito bag edited to say Devitos with two pictures of Danny Devito
A paper bag from McDonald's
Samson a labradoodle sitting up in a recliner
My dog Samson and I sitting in the car
2 smoothies
An Amazon listing for a Skechers "Men's Hoodless Hoodie"
a haughty looking white man wearing a black hoodie. He looks like if Ken from Barbie was the evil ex in a Hallmark Original Movie.