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jamaican-american man with a girlish disposition. 2001. he/him. illustration, egl/lolita fashion, selfshipping, talking about whatever i feel like. 🍊 💌: https://toydrill.straw.page

A drawing of my OCs, Dee and Jeremy. Dee (left) is a blonde man with redder roots, visible stubble and freckles, and thick eyebrows. He wears a layered shirt with a heather gray short-sleeved overshirt and an indecipherable beige graphic and a warm light gray long sleeved undershirt with khakis. Jeremy (right) is a taller man with reddish brown hair, glasses, and visible moles on his forehead and neck. He's wearing a green jacket over two layered green shirts. The background is a photo of an office with a mosaic filter. Dee: Let's just forget about it. You wanna go get some hard cocks? I mean, dinner? Shit, what did I say?
in my mind, as a child marion firmly believed the idea of toys, esp dolls and teddy bears, secretly being animate/sentient to some capacity and because of this he was really really fucking weird about how both he and his peers interacted with and played with toys. he was fiercely and obsessively protective of his belongings and would not let other children play with them. despite being a pretty mild-mannered kid he would get actively violent if his toys were handled incorrectly and had a hard time willingly parting with them i don't think he believed they could like move on their own or whatever but i do think that they had some level of influence on the manner in which he played with them and going against their wishes would cause bad things to happen, so he was also pretty scared of them. once his mom realized he was not engaging with his dolls and stuffed animals in a normal way she sold them at a garage sale while he was visiting family. in the short term, this did help (at least in curbing his irrational fear of and overly possessive behavior in regards to his personal toys/objects as he got older) but in lieu of no objects to project his abnormal thoughts on, things got much more complicated as they both projected inward and he started seeking outlets for them elsewhere. all i'm saying is that marion probably read The Lonely Doll by Dare Wright when he was a child and it had a fundamental and evil psychosexual effect on his psyche that has lasted until this day and there's not really anything we can do about that
A drawing of Marion Chai from And If It Bleeds, holding up the composition notebook from the previous post. [15 years later] Marion: Jesus Christ, could I have been any more obvious? Marion: (So much for mandatory reporting...)
"The Treehouse" Marion Chai March 18, 2010 Lily's parent's built her a treehouse for her birthday. The treehouse had a big window that looked out in the yard and a table for tea parties. It was perfect! Lily put up all of her favorite decorations. She hung up pink curtains and put her favorite teddy bear in a pink chair. One day the teddy bear came to life! But he didn't tell Lily. Every day, he would watch Lily climb up into the treehouse from his pink chair. He would watch Lily make him a cup of tea for the tea party. He [watched] (sic) Lily put on her princess dress. She took her shirt and pants off and he watched but he didn't tell her. He was scared she would be mad because he knew that it was wrong because he was a big bear and she was a little The rest of the story is cut off. The composition notebook paper the story is written on is visibly tear stained towards the bottom, and childish drawings in pink depicting the bear, the pink chair, Lily in the princess dress (without arms or legs), and Lily's shirt decorate the margins of the lower half of the page.
A drawing of Chanel from Jimoto Saiko! She is a young blonde woman who wears her hair in pigtails, tied with pink bauble-style hair ties. She has brown eyes, heavily pierced ears, and a pierced tongue, with a visibly chipped tooth. She is wearing a dirty and oversized set of pink pajamas with a pink bow graphic on the top left part of her sweater. She wears a pair of pink slides with no socks, and is covered in dirt. In her mouth is a cigarette, and she holds up a blister pack of sleep aids between her two fingers. The two images of her behind the main image show (top) Chanel eating a bowl of rice with ketchup and pepper, and (bottom) Chanel with 3 1000-yen bills, excitedly thinking of the things she'll buy. Behind her are a blister pack of sleep aids, a pack of cigarettes, a baggie of weed, and a pack of ketchup. Above the two background drawings are doodles of (from top to bottom) a cartoon cat head, a shooting star, and a mushroom.
A drawing of Marion Chai from And If It Bleeds. He is depicted younger here: notably paler, with longer, straightened hair. He is wearing a white choker with a silver locket pendant, bunny earrings, a light pink raglan style shirt with a pink heart graphic, and an oversized gray sweater. Next to him is the silhouette of an older man, with no notable features visible. Within the silhouette is a drawing of Marion with his current design, loosely grasping his arm. The background is a darkened still of an amusement park.
A drawing of Gabe and Tycho from Penny Arcade at a Pride Parade, sitting down. In the background, there is a crowd of people with various pride flags, including the lesbian, transgender, and intersex flags. Tycho is wearing a black shirt with the PAX logo in the bisexual flag colors, a bisexual flag bracelet, and a gray rash guard with khaki pants. In his lap, he has a black motorcycle helmet with a bisexual flag, progress flag, and transgender symbol stickers. Gabriel is wearing a yellow tank top with a Pac-man logo, orange shorts, and rainbow wristbands. He is holding a blue striped fan, which he is aiming towards Tycho. Both men are visibly sweating and slightly sunburnt. Gabriel: I told you that the helmet would be a bad idea.
A uncolored comic of Valero and Hui. Panel 1: Valero, with his hands on his hips, looking at Hui within the bar in which they both work. Hui is checking his phone. Valero: Damn, why does this new hire look so familiar... An arrow points to Hui, reading 'wears a glass eye during work', as he is depicted with two eyes in this comic. Panel 2: A close up of Valero, a shocked expression on his face. Valero: (Wait... He totally looks like that K-pop idol I used to have a crush on...!!) Beneath the dialogue is a low-opacity doodle of a younger, more femininely presenting Valero, holding up a lightstick and screaming 'U.KNIGHT FIGHTING!!'. Next to him is a poster of a young Hui with the phrase 'HOT DEBUT' at the bottom. An arrow points to the poster, saying 'Hui, during U.KNIGHT's 'oppa' debut concept', while another points to Val, saying 'Val, high school'.
An image of Marcelo (he/she/they), Hui (he/him), and Valero (he/him) on a pink background. Marcelo is a dark-skinned person with mid-toned brown locs and glasses - he wears a pair of oval rimmed glasses, an indigo bandana, and a purple sweater. They are winking at the camera with a hand on their cheek and the other arm slung around Hui. Hui is a pale man with gradient shoulder-length hair that goes from black to midnight blue, with blonde tips. He does not have a right eye, and has a notable beauty mark above the right side of his mouth. He wears a grey shirt with a dark grey hoodie, and is looking at the camera with a flushed expression. Valero is a stocky man with olive skin and lots of beauty marks/moles across his face and arms. He has shoulder length curly brown hair, thick eyebrows, and notable body hair that peeks out of the neckline of his shirt. He looks at the camera with a big smile, holding up a peace sign with one hand and slinging his other arm around Hui. Above the three of them are various symbols (hearts, sparkles) with (from left to right) the genderfluid flag and bisexual flag (above Marcelo), the polyamorous flag (above Hui), and the transgender and bisexual flags (above Valero).
An uncolored drawing of Casey and Marion. Casey is faced away from the camera, though he is visibly sweating, and Marion is yanking on his leash, holding it taut with an annoyed expression. Marion: Where the hell do you think you're going...? (Scared that Casey is going to leave him alone and get stolen by another twink) Casey: (Just needs to go pee)
A drawing of Casey and Marion from And If It Bleeds, dressed for pride. Casey, on the left, is a large, heavyset man with pale skin and notable scars all over his body. He has orange hair with dark roots and grey hairs, and is wearing a leather vest, bisexual flag wristcuffs, leather chaps, and boots. On his vest, he has two patches that read 'DO NOT PET ME / I AM WORKING' and 'SERVICE DOG'. He is also wearing a collar with a leash being held by Marion. Marion is a shorter, androgynous man with medium brown skin and long dark brown hair, styled with two front box braids to serve as side bangs. The rest of his hair is in a low afro ponytail. He wears a visor with the transgender flag colors, rainbow beads on his braids, and a white bikini with transparent latex gloves and socks. On top of the socks, he has a pair of clear heels with white soles. In his left hand, the leash is looped around his wrist, and he holds a cup of juice. Casey is looking down at himself, blushing, and Marion is smiling at him intently.