folly

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psychosociology, cybersecurity, writer. top 5 sleepy AuDHD bearcat dads they/he 💚

fortune paper that reads "great news will appear on your social feed"
audiobook of Judith Butler's "Gender Trouble"
Jan 8, 2011 Super Meat Boy Jan 1, 2011 Half-Life Complete Nov 27, 2010 Left 4 Dead 2 Nov 12, 2010 Braid Oct 26, 2010 Garry's Mod + Counter-Strike: Source
"The Social and Behavioral Challenges group had more mutations in genes that became active after birth, Litman and Troyanskaya say, which could explain why these participants did not have developmental delays and tended to be diagnosed later than those in the other three groups."
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I couldn't catch the ribbon before it disappeared through my fingers, slipping through the bars of the railing keeping me from the river. It was hers, but perhaps it didn't belong to me. The wind carried its scarlet length trailing towards the water, carried downstream and out of sight. My fingers still splayed as if to hold anything at all, as if the image of her hair tied up might fade from view like the fragile fabric whisked away from me. It didn't matter now. My hands had made a decision before my mind could. I stood rooted in the spot, in the futile hope that something would return to me. When my hands began to tremble, I walked away.
Breathe in. The static doesn't dissipate, but it's the only fresh air you'll get. Tastes of metal on the tongue. Slowly, slowly, the white walls begin to feel like home. It's dark out there. The thumping slows. The sound bounces off your eardrums as your heart decides to settle down. You count your blessings. How many days has it been? All of them feel like your first, but there's been too many to count. The static leaves your lungs with an exhale of resignation, one of the few emotions your mind seems to remember. Not even awe lingers around anymore. The monitor gives you some options for landing, but home stopped being one of them long ago. The word rings hollow. Tastes bitter on the tongue. Maybe that's just the metal, though.
audiobook of Dr. Richard C. Schwartz's "No Bad Parts"
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screenshot of the audiobook for "Unmasking for Life: The Autistic Person's Guide to Connecting, Loving, and Living Authentically" by Dr. Devon Price
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my review of Nosferatu 2024: an enjoyable, unnerving watch, but it feels like less than the sum of its parts. I started to see the vision in the second half, but it was never pushed as far as Eggers has proven he can go- it coalesces into something where none of the aspects are as impressive as they could be. Lily Rose Depp gives a downright incredible performance but her fantastic physical acting is underutilized; the psychosexual angle is intriguing but ultimately slight; the presentation is gruesome, bleak, gorgeous, but never as gripping and ominous as it threatens to be. it sits in a strange no man's land where it has everything it needs but not quite enough in any respect. seriously though, Lily Rose Depp, god damn was she good in this
audiobook of "Critical Race Theory: An Introduction" by Richard Delago and Jean Stefancic
a corvid-ish bird hovering a few feet in the air before taking flight, wings retracted. it is a friend
a picture at sunset, a patch of clouds covering the sun, rays of light splay across a blue sky and a scattering of islands
a square photo of a patch of vibrant red and pink flowers
keep a straight face. don't give them your pain, lest they make yours their own. hold your grief selfishly; hold it to your heart until it makes a home. find yourself broken. in the midst of sorrow, something truer is there: a pulse still beating, still air in these lungs— yours, and yours alone.
"This administration abides by the rule of law," said the spokeswoman, Tricia McLaughlin. "During further assessment, intelligence officers could not definitively determine whether the individual is or is not a confirmed member of TDA," or Tren de Aragua. "He may very well be a member of this vicious gang. He may not be." In a follow-up message, Ms. McLaughlin said that the department had received new information that Mr. Castillo was a member of the gang. She did not provide evidence. "TDA is a pathetic gang for human trafficking, drug trafficking and kidnap for ransom among other heinous crimes," Ms. McLaughlin said. "The New York Times is more interested in writing sob stories about its disgusting members than justice for its victims."
reporter using GPT as a source for the federal grant freeze
excerpt from bill SB593: "Unlawful pornography" means any visual depiction or individual image stored or contained in any format on any medium including, but not limited to film, motion picture, videotape, photograph, negative, undeveloped film, slide, photographic product, reproduction of a photographic product, play, or performance in which a person is engaged in any of the following acts with a person: a. sexual intercourse which is normal or perverted, b. anal sodomy, c. sexual activity with an animal, d. sadomasochistic abuse, e. flagellation or torture, f. physical restraint such as binding or fettering in the context of sexual conduct, g. fellatio or cunnilingus, h. excretion in the context of sexual conduct, i. lewd exhibition of the uncovered genitals in the context of masturbation or other sexual conduct, and j. lewd exhibition of the uncovered genitals, buttocks, or, if such person is female, the breast, for the purpose of sexual stimulation of the viewer https://www.billtrack50.com/billdetail/1780231
"Other People's Lives" by Dermot Bolger Letting Go: Four Poems 1. The Dead We see the dead as extinct particles of carbon Or as being elevated to an enlightened status, Released from all of the human contradictions That governed how they navigated their lives. We imbue them with apparent wisdom and intuition To conjure ghostly stratagems that let them assuage The doubts and questions still causing us anguish By infiltrating our dreams with cryptic messages. But if shorn of all human flaws so they only retain The altruistic aspects of their nature, their ability To make us feel wrapped in radiant love whenever They were not burdened by doubt and insecurity, Then these benevolently omniscient guardians Cannot be the imperfect beings we cherished, Who guarded secrets and nursed anxieties That festered, unable to be openly addressed. If any benign sages watch down over our lives, They cannot be the flawed souls whose absence We still grieve. We will have irrevocably lost them, No matter what exalted state of grace they exist in.
three games: Pikmin 1+2 Chibi-Robo Tinykin
my review of Animal Crossing New Horizons: has a special place in my heart even if its hollowness does ring bittersweet as the years drag on. I was devastated when I realized I had forgotten to transfer an island with so many favorite villagers to a new Switch...and then I remembered that the endgame never really stuck with me, and that the joy and intrigue of the initial hours is what came to me so fondly. those feelings, too, have faded with time. I do check in now and again though, I usually end up playing again for a week or two; it serves its purpose as a pick-me-up, until it wears out its welcome. I haven't played New Leaf in a while. maybe I should check up on them too, I miss those guys.
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list of games: Hypnospace Outlaw Sifu Stasis: Bone Totem Pathologic 2 Rain World
text from me: it's partially narcissism and partially "the burden of autism is other people." my mom is trying to micro manage more because she's seen me more emotional lately... anything on her to-do list is more important than anything I have to say, always. so you just kinda learn to ignore it. she forced me today to sit down with her and look at local DBT therapists and it was absolutely a way of saying "I don't trust that you are stable, go to therapy now," nevermind the fact that l've basically been doing DBT on my own for months
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Trump - who attacked his then-opponent Hillary Clinton over her use of a private email server for official business during his first presidential run - is overseeing a fully privatized transition that communicates from an array of @transition47.com, @trumpvancetransition.com and @djtfp24.com accounts rather than anything ending in gov, and uses private servers, laptops and cell phones instead of government-issued devices.
binturong/bearcat standing on a plank of wood making a face. they look mid-noise and sleepy
a spread of books on a table: "Your Brain on Art: How the Arts Transform Us" by Susan Magsamen and Ivy Ross "Python Playground: Geeky Projects for the Curious Programmer" by Mahesh Venkitachalam (I'm a Java/C-family programmer please help) "IQ84" by Haruki Murakami "Algorithms of Oppression: How Search Engines Reinforce Racism" by Safiya Umoja Noble "all about love" by bell hooks 💚
Ico, Hypnagogia Boundless Dreams, 13 Sentinels Aegis Rim
front cover of "The Art of Computer Designing: A Black and White Approach" by Osamu Sato.
he won't understand. it's their fault but they'll never know. rewire and disengage. who are you connected to? the connection is insecure. it's not who you think.