warpedbelief

@warpedbelief.com

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When I was younger I loved the idea of escapism, loved the actuality of it even more. Loved hiding out in worlds I created in my head, loved hiding out in worlds constructed by other people. Anything that made me feel untethered to the actual world, I loved and craved and sought out actively. I couldn't look my life in the face. I was like a soft scared animal whimpering in the corner of the bushes in the dark. I thought that by retreating deep into myself I would find solace and comfort, except it never came; it just burrowed me further into a yawning chasm of loneliness. I was trying to protect myself, you have to understand, it was an act of self-preservation -- however misguided it was.
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