Wolve

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32. wolfperson. she

some of the questions i keep asking myself: “what the hell am i doing?” “what if it’s just some fleeting delusion?” “is this really what i want?”
my desk is in my bedroom next to the two floor to ceiling mirrors that serve as the doors to my closet. working from home 9-5 gives me 8ish hours of mirror time per day to contemplate my reflection
wolfsona looks in the mirror. "hey" she thinks at her reflection. "my mirror self... the shadow... the true self..."
literally just myself at my computer, wolfsona'd version. caption: I've put myself on a path in admitting to myself that I'm trans, and I'm scared of the journey. Is this why Celeste was so difficult?
diary: Thursday 9th of April. Pictured: wolfsona laughing (like "gya-ha-ha"). I've been trying to paint myself every few days, and today I've turned out very orange. I love myself it. Pictured: washing the orange gunk off my face.
caption 1: Age 8-ish. pictured: two dog kids sitting on a wall. one says to the other "My boy name would be Luke... your girl name... Rob... Robecca!", the other mulls it over. "Robecca..." I don't know if this is the kind of memory that sticks with you if it doesn't mean anything. caption 2: age: 12-ish. pictured: second dog from before, aged up "Yeah, I mean, if I was born again, I'd want to be a girl, haha". I'm aware, there's a theme, and I've been ignoring it, trying to overpower it. Caption 3: age 18-ish. pictured: dog again, ears now long and fluffy, rather than short and pointed. "I prefer my hair long..." they say, clutching their shoulder bag "and it's a messenger bag, not a purse"